In Sickness & health

Capter 2

This could get a little dirty, you've been warned. Just please be mature about it.

A few months earlier

I've done some fucked up things in the past. I went through a lot of one night stands hoping to get away from the things in my life. But things were finally alright, & I honestly loved this boy. I told myself I wouldn't physically love him until our one year anniversary. It was only right, it was only fair. I'd never once leave him with the feeling of him being used when he finds me gone in the morning. I wouldn't do that. Even though my one night stands were always agreed on & talked throughly about with the other person, this time would not be one of them. & maybe it scared me, the thought of maybe messing up & knowing that he'd still be there the next morning. That was terrifying, but then he looked at me & he was so damn innocent, but yet I knew all his thoughts when I held him that night.

When he whispered in my ear he sealed the deal. It was happening. I'd been a gentleman for a year, but it was time to be a bad boy.

I held my lover close & asked him repeatedly if he was sure. We'd both been done wrong physically, we both had mental & physical scars. But he nodded & whispered again telling me it was okay. Then he kissed below my ear, my jawline & my neck. He's done that a million times & I swear I'll never be able to not react to the feeling it gives me. But there's just one issue. We're both boys, we're both masculine. We both want dominance, but my boyfriends more sensitive than I, I'm the fighter, & I'm physically stronger. I want to do this for him so I don't let his soft lips on my neck get to me.

I move my hands down his sides & slowly up his shirt, my hands are cold they always have been, but his hips are warm. I feel his body tense under my cold touch & damn did it feel good. I firmly hold his hips & slowly back him up to the wall. I reach up with one hand & lift his chin up until his lips are at mine, he smiles into the kiss, man I love that. & as I kissed down his neck he moved his head for better access. I stopped as he whines & I whisper in his ear telling him "no, that's my job, let me do that work, just enjoy." He squirms against my chest when I say these words, I've never told him no to something like this. I think he likes it.

But I'm to busy running my hands up his arms until I have them above his head, I hold his wrists to wall as he quickly breathes in. He calls me a tease when I kiss his jawline, but he hasn't even seen the half of it.

To be continued in next chapter..