- 25 - Forever My Princess

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*Kelly's POV*
"Sweetie at least go outside, get some fresh air" mum says and I sigh and nod, I walk down the stairs and out the front door, The cameras crew following me,  I see a glint of silver and walk over to it, I pick up the beautiful diamond ring and see that it has Forever My Princess engraved on the inside of the ring, my mouth hangs open and I drop to my knees
"Kelly?" Kendall's concerned voice asks as she walks out of the front door, she must have followed me
"Kelly what's wrong?" She asks, she walks over and sees the ring in my hand
"He was gonna propose?" She asks and I shrug my shoulders in a 'I dunno' motion
"Oh Kelly, hey, what's that?" She picks up a crumpled piece of paper and smooths it out
"Kelly why did you write that you hated him?" I look at her confused and she hands me the piece of paper, it's from my diary, I read it and then drop it
"Th-that was about dad" I choke out and her eyes widen
"Oh fuck"
*2 days later*
"And now performing for the first time ever on the X Factor stage... Kelly Jenner"
I sit in front of the black piano and straighten out my strapless white dress, I start playing the song and start singing
"I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, 'I'm sorry for that night,'
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, 'I'm sorry for that night.'
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, lI'm sorry for that night.'
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time."
I wipe away the small tear on my cheek and stand up, walking off the stage, mum hands me my new phone, which is the exact same as my last one, I have the same number and everything and all the same contacts, we drive home in silence and I walk straight to my bedroom, I stay in the strapless white dress, it's plain lace and goes to just above my knee, my phone rings and I pick it up
"Hello?" I ask my voice coming out croaky
"Kelly..." I almost drop the phone
"Brooklyn?" I whisper
"Uh, yeah... Hey?" He says
"H-hi" I stutter
"I was wondering if you wanted to meet up? To... like, talk about things?"
"Uh... yeah sure, when?" I ask
"Twenty minutes, at the pier?"
"Oh, ok... I'll see you then" I hang up and pull on my denim jacket, I loop a thin brown belt around my waist and put on my brown sandels, I grab my phone and walk downstairs
"Where are you going honey?" My mother asks
"I'm, going to meet Brooklyn, he wants to talk"
"Oh... Ok just, be back before midnight, good luck" I nod and call a taxi, the camera crew follows, even though I protest
*****
"Hi kelly" Brooklyn says as I arrive at the end of the pier beside him
"Hey" I say
"I saw the episode..." I look down at the ground
"Oh, so you..." I trail off
"You need to eat Kelly, you'll waste away into nothing" he says
"I... I have started eating again, I always was, just only when someone in the family forced me to"
"Kelly" he says concerned
"I'm fine now, I guess I was just upset because I didn't know why you were mad at me..."
"Because you wrote the diary and you said you didn't love me" he says sadly and I shake my head
"It was about dad, him and mum are getting a divorce because dad doesn't love her anymore, he doesn't love any of us"
"Kelly I'm so sorry I didn't know"
"It's not your fault, I should have told you, I'm an idiot."
"No your not, Kelly I'm the idiot, I broke up with you without listening to the full story"
"I guess it's both of our faults then" I say
"You were great on X- factory today, I'm guessing you sung that for...?"
"Yeah" I smile slightly and turn to him
"Oh, um... I found this the other day, I think it's yours" I say and place the ring in his hand, I turn and start to walk away
"Wait Kelly" I turn and look back at him
"Yes brooklyn" he walks up to me and grabs my hand gently
"You know I love you right" I smile
"Yeah, and I love you to, always have always will" he smiles and moves closer
"And Kelly" he says
"Yeah?" I ask, he gets the ring back out
"I may have bought this... But this was always meant to be yours" he slides it onto my finger
"Kelly even when we broke up I still loved you, even though I thought you hated me, I love you so much and it hurts when I'm not with you,
so Kelly Jenner, will you make me the happiest man alive and marry me?" My jaw drops and I start to stutter
"I... uh... You.... But... What.... Um"
"Never mind, just forget I asked, were not even together anymore" he starts to walk away
"Wait Brooklyn" he turns and I run over, I place my lips on his and wrap my arms around his neck, he puts his around my waist and I pull away gently
"Of course I'll marry you, I love you so much...  Forever" he smiles down at me and whispers
"I love you, my princess"

***//Authors Note//***
I hope this is ok.
I really want you guys to like this so fingers crossed you do 😘
Xx

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