Harry's POV
Chapter 1
I sit in the chair waiting for all the girls to come in. It's the same thing everyday on tour. I wish my baby was here. Her name is Alyssa we met 4 months ago. She has light brown hair and beautiful green eyes. there not really green they are a dull shade of green. I just found out a month ago that she cuts. She said she was either ''To fat'' or ''to ugly'' But I think she's perfect. I know she gets bullied everyday at her university, but she quit 2 weeks ago because she was tired of everyone. As the girls pour into the room Niall nudges me. "She's pretty" he whispers and nods his head to a girl that has blonde hair and brown highlights and she has deep blue eyes. I will admit she is really pretty. But My Alyssa is the most beautiful person I have ever seen. I smile at him "You should ask her out" I whisper to Niall. he nods. all the girls come and go. there are so many that are flirting with me. I don't really know what to say. I just look down and blush. The security guards give us only 2 minutes to talk to them. all the girls go by one by one It seems to take forever but in reality it lasts 2 hours. For some reason I just really wanna go see Alyssa not the I don't want to be there all the time. But I just really want to see her now. the 2 hours finally pass it seems like a million days. I grab my jacket and beanie and run out not saying bye to any of the boys. I run to the car and quickly drive to the hotel. I go and press the button on the elevator it seems to take forever I sigh and run to the staires I quickly go to the staires and run to level 3. When I get there I breath for air. I walk down to room 305 and unlock the door when I walk in a girl with green eyes is staring at me. "Alyssa!" I shout and I run to her. "Harry!" she shouts back. I smile and kiss her. We continue to kiss we just stay like that. I love how her lips feel against mine. Hers are so soft. She pulls away. "Did you miss me Haz?" she asks and runs her small hands through my curls. "of course I did babe" I say and kiss her again. Sadly I have to be leaving for England soon We are currently in America that's where Alyssa is from she is from Pennsylvania so I am visiting her for a week then I have to go to a different country and I won't get to see her for another month. I sigh. "Baby I don't wanna leave you!" I whine. "I don't want you to leave Haz" she says sadly. she leans up and kisses me. I smile. I push the loose hair out of the way of her face. She is the one I want to have a family with,grow old with,and die with. she is my everything. "We should do something fun after you get home from tour!" she says and smiles. "Like what?" I ask with a cheeky grin. She laughs. "I don't know just somewhere romantic" she says and brushes her fingers to my curly hair. "Anything for you love" I say and kiss her. "Whats with all the kisses baby?" she asks and giggles "Not that I love them.." She trails off. I chuckle "I'm just gonna miss you so much when I'm away" I sigh. "I don't get why you have to go back to England again you were already there." She asks "the tickets go on sell tomorrow...you should ask managment to cancel it. and then we..." she trails off. "I can ask baby but that means I have to go soon!" I whine. she frowns. "what time is it?" she asks. I look down at my watch. "It is 2:49 pm" I say. "I will probably leave-" she cuts me off. "How bout you just call?" she says and smiles. "Oh yeah I erm could do that" I say and blush. I don't even know why I'm blushing. probably because I didn't think about it in the first place. "I'll go call now" I say. I get up and dial managments number.surely they will let me because I'm there 'favorite' boy. I don't know why though,the other lads are better looking than I am in my opinion. "Hello Harry what a delight to hear you calling" I hear the head speaker shout in my ear. "Uh erm Hi I was wondering if I c-could ask you a huge favor" I say. "Sure anything Harry." he says. "Well I was wondering if we could cancel our shows in England because We already been there and we are going on tour again in two years." I say. "But Harry why don't you want to do it? I thought you loved England." He says. "I do really....It's just I haven't really seen my girlfriend and I want to spend some more time with her I really miss her..." I trail off. "Okay fine......We'll cancel it all" he speaks. "Thank you!" I say. "No problem" and the service goes dead. I run into the room and jump of the couch by Alyssa. "I Get to stay with you baby!" I shout and I lean in and kiss her. in three more days it will be the last day of of our concert and we won't do another tour for two years. That means I get to spend 2 years with my baby. I smile and continue kissing her. She pulls away. "Harry" she whines. "Im hungry! will you make me food!" She whines more. I laugh and pick her up bridal style and carry her to the kitchen, I sit her on the counter and I look in the fridge and cabinets. "How bout we just go get some taco's?" She asks. "Okay!" I shout. I pick her up and carry her to the elevator. she pushes the button and the doors slide open. I walk into the elevator with Alyssa in my arms. I kiss her nose and she blushes I chuckle as she tries to get down. "Nope your mine you can't escape" I say and I kiss her neck. I bite down and she winces. I chuckle and wrap my arms around her waist. The elevator opens and I carry her out to my car I open the door and gently put her in the car. I walk over to the drivers seat and hop in we both buckle and I start driving to the mexican resturant downtown. It is silent the whole ride. "I love youuuu Hazza!" She says. I laugh "I love you too baby" I say. We reach the place and go in. we order 10 tacos. when we get them we leave. I have the drinks and Alyssa has the bag of tacos.I love the way she runs. I don't know why though. We hop in the car and drive home by the time we get home it is 9:45. We sit down and eat. I smile at her and she giggles. I love her laugh more than life I love her more than life. I just wish there was a way I could show her. When were done Alyssa throws her stuff away and we go into the room. She strips off her clothes and pulls on a pair of my sweat pants and one of her baggy shirts. she comes and hops in bed with me. I sit her up and I play with her hair. I attempt to put in two french braids but I fail. My sister Gemma taught me how to do it. I try over and over again and I finally get it right. I wrap the pony-tail around the ends on her hair and secure it. "There all done baby!" I say and kiss her. We lay down and I pull her close to my chest. "Will you sing to me Harry?" She asks. I love when she would ask that. "Sure lay down now." I tell her. she nods and pulls the blankets over her. Can we take the same road two days in the same clothes and I know just what she'll say if I can make all this pain go. can we stop this for a minute? you know I can tell that your heart isn't in it or with it. I look down at her she is still awake. "I love your voice so much Haz" she says softly. I smile and kiss her forhead. "can you sing to me?" I ask and grin. she blushes and nods. I remember tears streaming down your face when I said I'll never let you go when all those shadows almost killed your light I remember you said don't leave me here alone. but all thats dead and gone and past tonight.....Just close your eyes. The sun is going down.....you'll be alright no one can hurt you now come morning light you and I will be Safe and Sound. She is an amazing singer. Another reason I love her. there are so many it is unbelievable. "Sing one more?" she asks. I smile and nod. Shut the door turn the light off I wanna be with you I wanna feel your love I wanna lay beside you I cannot hide this even though I try......Heart beats harder time escapes me trembling hands touch skin it make this hard girl......and the tears stream down my face......If we could only have this life for one more day.....If we could only turn back time.....You know I'll be your life,Your voice, your reason to be,My love my heart is breathing for this moment in time I'll find the words to say, Before you leave me today. I look down and see she is half asleep. I love the way she sleeps. Another reason I love her. "Goodnight babe I love you so much" I say. "I love you to Haz I love you too" she whispers and after that she is asleep.
Alright this is chapter 1! How do you guys like it? :) I spent A LOT of time on this for all of you guys. I really really hope you like it!!<3 Chapter 2 will be up tomorrow! It's almost summer!! :)
-Kayla xx
