Band: Asking Alexandria
Band Member: Denis Stoff
Dedicated to EmmaWinchester1983
Emma's P.O.V.
I let out a long sigh as I got out of my car and walked inside mine and my fiancés brand new house. I was eager to get inside mine and Denis's bedroom and just lay down on our big comfy bed and be lazy since I had a long ass day at work today.
I work at the shoe store Journeys in the mall, and since we had a sale today, a ton of people decided to shop at the store... Which meant I was pretty busy helping costumers out the entire day.
I drop my car keys on the kitchen table and head straight to the bedroom upstairs. Once I'm in the room I take off my work clothes and put on something comfortable to wear. I eventually decided on some grey jogger pants and a plain black tank top.
I grab my cell phone and practically jump onto the bed and get under the warm covers. I decide to go on snapchat for a while to see what all my friends and family have been up too. After watching a few of my friends snapchat stories, I see Denis has posted a story a few minutes ago. I immediately tap it, eager to see what he has posted.
I couldn't help but smile as his cute face appears on my phone screen. His story consisted of a picture of him and the rest of the Asking Alexandria guys together with the caption "In the studio with these fuckers."
I let out a small laugh before going to the camera on snapchat and take a quick/lame photo of myself and typing "I miss you❤️" before sending it to Denis.
A few moments later I get a snapchat back from him saying "I miss you too babe, be home soon."
I screen shot his photo before getting out of the snapchat app and going on to Instagram instead.
Instagram is personally my favorite social media platform ever. I would choose it over snapchat, Facebook, Twitter, tumblr etc... But there's only one thing that makes me dislike it sometimes, and that's all the hate I get from the Asking Alexandria fans.
Now don't get me wrong, some of them are really sweet and supportive of mine and Denis's relationship... But others are just nothing but rude and terrible people.
Ever since Denis joined the band and has gotten more famous and well known, the more I started to get hate comments on my Instagram pictures.
Every single time I post a photo, I'm always getting nothing but negative comments and replies. Even if it's a photo of just Denis, and I'm not in it. Or even a photo of something like a quote I got off tumblr or a picture of one of my dogs. It's nothing but hate majority of the time.
There's is some nice and sweet comments also of fans supporting and sticking up for me, but seventy five percent of it is hate. I try not to let it get to me, but sometimes the harsh and cruel words are too hard to ignore... And it makes me feel hurt and sad at times.
It makes me feel like I'm not good enough for Denis or the AA fandom. Which is quite upsetting to be honest.
All the hate keeps me from not wanting to post that many pictures anymore, because I know what will just happen. If I do. Especially if it's just a picture of me and no one else.
I run my fingers through my hair and sigh as I look through my camera roll and try to find a new picture to post that I haven't before. A few minutes later I find a pic of me and Denis from when we went to the beach last month in early September. Knowing that I'm going to get extreme amount of negativity for this picture since I'm wearing a bikini in it, I still decide to post it since it's one of my favorite pictures of Denis and I.
I tap the share button and wait for the comments start to blow up. It doesn't even take more than five minutes until a bunch of people start to leave their rude opinions on my photo. Most of the common comments that are left are like "eww, put some clothes on you slut", or "your fat, why are you even showing your body like that?", and "Your body isn't skinny enough for a bikini."
Through all that hate there's a comment that stood out and hurt me the most out of all of them. It read "I seriously can't believe your Denis's fiancé. Denis can honestly do so much better, I don't know what he even sees in you... There's nothing special about you and one day Denis will notice that and leave you for a much prettier girl."
After finishing reading that comment, I couldn't help but get teary eyed and let a few tears fall down my face.
What if that girl was right? What if I'm not good enough for Denis and one day he will leave me for another girl? I honestly don't know what I would do with myself if that were to happen...
"Babe? Are you okay?" I hear a very familiar voice appear from the doorway.
I immediately look up from my phone screen and see my handsome fiancé standing by the bedroom door with a concerned look on his face.
"Denis! What are you doing here so early?" I ask him while wiping the tears off my cheeks.
"I got done doing vocals for our new song early so I decided to come home already. Were you crying Emma?" Denis shuts the door behind him and slowly makes his way towards me.
"No..." I mumble quietly.
"Don't even lie to me, I saw tears running down your face. Why were you crying? You can tell me anything babe, I mean, I'm your fiancé for fucks sakes!" Denis sighs and sits down next to me on the bed.
"Here, just read this" I say while handing Denis my phone.
Denis gently takes the phone out of my hand and starts to read the comment that made me cry a little.
"Emma, I already told you not to read all these comments. Their coming from people who have nothing to do but talk shit behind a computer or phone screen" Denis shakes his head at me and hands me back my phone.
"It's hard not too sometimes Denis."
"I know baby, but you can't believe in anything they say okay? Who cares what the fuck they think? Your the love of my life Emma and your so damn beautiful. Don't let other people bring you down, alright? Especially not teenage girls who are just jealous that your my fiancé" Denis chuckles and pulls me onto his lap.
"I guess so..." I shrug my shoulders.
"Can you at least try? For me? Please?" Denis stares into my eyes and pulls a strand of my hair behind my ear.
"Alright Stoff... I'll do it for you" I manage to crack a smile.
"Yay! Good!" Denis smiles brightly before placing his soft lips against my own.
"What would I do without you Denis?" I ask him while running my fingers through his dark hair.
"I don't know, but you won't have to worry about that because I'm not going anywhere. I'm never leaving you Emma Stoff" Denis sends me a wink before the both of our lips meet again.
