What the hell did I just do? I'm freaking out just a little bit over what I just did. My heart is beating really fast. I can't handle the anticipation of waiting for Dan to react to what I did.
"Phil.....We've been best friends for years.." Dan stutters, "How come we've never done this before?" Dan laughs and hugs me.
"So, I've still never asked the question." I smile, "Daniel James Howell, would you like to be my boyfriend?" I ask him cheerfully.
"Well I don't think it's much of a surprise Philly...." Dan slowly says. "OF COURSE NOT" he yells sarcastically and he pecks me on the lips.
"I really hope you're joking."I laugh.
"Of course I am!" Dan laughs with me and we hug. "I really want to get on tumblr right now." Dan tells me.
"Just make sure you don't stay up all night babe, okay?" I tell him because I don't want him sleeping in like this afternoon/morning for him.
"I promise." He gets up and kisses me on my forehead and leaves to his room. I might as well go on tumblr too since I have nothing better to do.
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Just about to go to bed at 1:00 a.m., I shut my laptop and set it on my bedside table. I'm really lazy and I don't want to get up and turn off my light but, I manage to get up and walk the few steps. I slide under my duvet and close my eyes but, about ten minutes later I wake up to Dan opening my door.
"Philly it's really dark and scary." Dan tells me and I can already see where this is going. "Can I sleep with you tonight?" He asks me.
"Of course you can Dan." I comfort him, "Come over here and snuggle in with me!" I motion for him to come here.
He gets under the duvet and closes his eyes and whispers, "I love you Phil."
So, I whisper back, "I love you too." I turn and I kiss his forehead, "Sweet dreams babe." We both fall asleep cuddled next to each-other. This is perfect. This is so unreal....I love it.
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Confused About 'Love' (Phan)
FanfictionDan has always had secret feelings for his best-friend, Phil Lester. One day Phil finds out the truth in a secret journal found upon the mess of Dan's room. Dan know's who he loves but does he know if he's "in love"? Dan and Phil go through an emoti...
