"Do you ship Phan?" I ask him immediately regretting what I said. I try ducking the blush but it didn't work and I could tell he noticed.
"NO!" Dan shouts and then under his breath, but loud enough for the camera to pick up, he says,"okay maybe a little bit."
I didn't know what to do so I just froze up and being the awkward person I am I said, "pardon?"
"Oh nothing" Dan awkwardly laughs and his cheeks turn a light pink colour. An awkward silence falls between us. "Hey do you think this is a good place to end the video?" Dan says looking at the floor then back up at me.
"Okay well I guess we can do the outro right?" I ask him awkwardly not knowing what to say.
"Yea I guess we kinda have to do that." Dan again awkwardly laughs.
We wrap up the video and I clean up the equipment while Dan stares blankly at a wall.
"Are you okay Dan?" I ask him as I sit down next to him on my bed.
"Well, I'll be okay, but I'm not so sure I'm alright." Dan looks at me and I can see a form of hurt in his eyes. I know something is going on but my mind isn't putting the pieces together.
"Dan, I'm going to ask you again but, I need you to answer me seriously now." I tell him looking at him with concern,"are you okay?"
"Phil I just need...." He starts to cry while he nuzzles his head into my chest.
"What Dan? What do you need?" I ask him softly.
"I...I...I need...." Dan stutters "You..." I embrace him, holding him closer.
"I'm always here for you." I tell him, "I'll always be your friend." That word even hurts myself whenever I say it.
"But...Philly-" I cut him off and I pull his chin up and kiss him.
"I know and I'm here for you."
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Confused About 'Love' (Phan)
FanfictionDan has always had secret feelings for his best-friend, Phil Lester. One day Phil finds out the truth in a secret journal found upon the mess of Dan's room. Dan know's who he loves but does he know if he's "in love"? Dan and Phil go through an emoti...
