It's now eight in the morning, I've just woken up. Dan is still asleep, looking really cute. You can't say that about your best friend! What's wrong with you? I think to myself. I've been constantly thinking of Dan in weird ways I've never thought of him before. I stretch my arms once again before eating some of my dry cereal. On the sofa I see my giant totoro plushy, and I run up and grab it. I snuggle the pillow so hard trying to get the thought of Dan kissing me out of my mind. I don't know why I get random daydreams of Dan. Surely they can't mean anything, I mean he's only my friend and nothing more. That doesn't mean I can't want more from Dan, than just bestfriend hugs and the friendly dinners we have out...right?
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I hear Dan's door open and close and I see his shirtless body walking toward me.
"Uh.. Good morning Dan." In the shock of his shirtless body, I stutter.
"I'm sorry I tried to wake up with you, but I didn't get much sleep at all to be honest." Dan rubs his eyes. "Stand up and give me a hug." He opens his arms and I blush. I stand up and I put my arms around his waist and his are tightly squeezed slightly about my shoulders.
"You know you've never hugged me like this Dan, I like it." I smile and hug him tighter.
"Phil? What have you been doing without me up?" Dan asks. "You're not eating my cereal again are you?" Dan laughs.
"Hey I'm trying not to do that anymore!" I laugh along. "I was just thinking about things." I answer to him and he seems slightly disappointed in the answer. "Well I've mostly just been thinking about you." What have I just said? He's going to think I'm weird now.
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Confused About 'Love' (Phan)
FanfictionDan has always had secret feelings for his best-friend, Phil Lester. One day Phil finds out the truth in a secret journal found upon the mess of Dan's room. Dan know's who he loves but does he know if he's "in love"? Dan and Phil go through an emoti...
