Forever

Broken

Jess's POV~

I keep running until I come to the nearest fire exit. I smash my hands against the bar and the door swings open.

Fresh air hits me as I breathe in.

I couldn't breathe in there; but now I can.

What the hell am I going to do?

All of a sudden I just want to tell the police and give him what he deserves, but I vowed to help him.

I'm starting to regret vowing that now.

Thinking of the past, thinking of those bruises on my body. It just makes me want to tell someone.

And now, I think it is time I told someone and got Olly some psychological help.

He needs it.

And I need to be free again.

3 Years Later~

Jess's POV~

My life is a mess.

Everything I do these days seems to hurt someone.

I'm pushing people away.

I feel like no one even cares about me.

It was nearly 3 years ago when my life fell apart.

All of the happiness inside of me just burned away and there was no stopping it.

Leo left me!

Olly left me!

Charlie left me!

Chloe left me!

I have no one!

Chloe's POV~

"Ellie!" I yell as I run into our flat.
"Yeah?!" She shouts from her room.
"I saw Leo in Pandora about an hour ago! I think he's got a surprise for you!" I sing.
"Omg really?!" She screams as she runs out of her room.
"Yep. But no time to gossip lets go get you ready for your date!" I grin as I push her into her room.

Life has changed.

I'm 19 years old now and I'm currently studying at Sheffield University. I moved out of my house and I now live in a flat with my best friend Ellie.

I'm still with Charlie and after I have graduated we're going to get our own place and I'm so excited!

Life couldn't be better.

Jess's POV~

Lonely.

Alone.

Worthless.

That's all I feel.

Every single day I feel the same things and I'm sick of it.

This shit is killing me.

"Jessica!" I hear my mum yell.

"What mum?!" I shout.

"You've got a letter from Sheffiled University!"

"Great!" I sarcastically reply. 

"We'll come and open it then!"

"Fine!" I say as I make my way downstairs.

Yeah that's right, I am starting University this year. I don't even want to go but I need to get my life back on track and sort myself out. Plus, I need the qualifications.

Thinking about everything makes me realise that I wouldn't be in this mess if it wasn't for Lilly.

She came back, made my life hell, just like she said she would.

I now have nothing because of her!

She caused everything!

She ruined my happiness!

Olly was getting better and he was the old Olly I have known all my life! Not the abusive one!

Leo and me were closer than ever! I gave him everything! My heart and my soul.

Charlie was the big brother I never had and he would always be there after me and Leo had an argument.

As for chloe; she was my best friend. My sister. And I loved her so much. She made my life so great.

But now she is gone and so is everyone.

The story of it all goes like this if your interested.

One day me, Chloe, Leo, Charlie and Olly were all hanging out at my house and then there was a loud knock at the door. I went downstairs to get it and instantly wished I hadn't.

I opened the door and fucking Lilly was stood there!

As soon as I saw her I immediately tried to slam the door shut but she grabbed it and stopped me.

"Hello Jess!" She shouted.

"What the fuck?! Why aren't you in America?!" I yelled.

By this point everyone had come downstairs.

"Thought I'd come back. Just for you guys!"

"Your not welcome here!" Leo yelled as he put his arms around me.

"Oh, ok. I was only here to say sorry as I feel so terrible for what I did" Lilly cried.

I know they were fake fucking tears you ugly bitch!

"Oh, this is awkward" Olly nervously laughed.

"Yep" Charlie said, popping the p.

"Please guys. I'm forced to come back here as my dad died and I need some friends like you! Please! I'm so sorry Jess! Please forgive me!" Lilly cried again.

A* for acting skills there mate.

"Her dad has just died Jess, we can't just slam the door in her face!" Leo whispered in my ear.

"What and let her in! After everything she has done to us!" I whisper yelled back.

"Jess. Forgiveness is key to life. You forgave Harvey, so you can forgive Lilly"

"That's not the same! Harvey was my friend! She is a stranger to me! I hate her!"

"Please Jess! I'm sorry! I'll do anything!!" She pleaded.

"Fine! Come in then!" I yelled as I let her in.

Letting her into my house and back into my life was the worst mistake I ever made.

It was just like old times really.

The bullying and the threats.

And all of the horrible things she did to me when no one was there.

She told Leo that I was cheating on him with Olly! Which was the biggest bull shit ever! Leo actually believed her and left me!

As for everyone else, well that's an interesting story.

Lilly had a little sister who I didn't meet until she started at school.

I hated her just as much as Lilly and everyone knew.

All I would do was bitch about Lilly and her stupid cocky little sister so it was clear I hated her.

I hated her a lot, yes, but not enough to kill her!

You see, her sister was murdered and I got the blame!

I got arrested at 14!

Everyone hated me and believed that I had it in me to kill someone!

I was innocent and did nothing wrong!

The only people who actually believed me was my family. They got me out and cleared my name!

Over time they found the man that did it. He was a rapist and a murderer. Now he is behind bars for what he did.

Not that me being out and free mattered though. Everyone had already gone and left me. They all thought I was this psycho killer!

They probably think that I'm still in prison, which is funny because I'm not.