Pain

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Jess's POV~

"Jess?" Someone asks.
"Jess babe, what's wrong?" Someone asks again.
I can't tell who it is, my head hurts too much.
I look down to the floor, looking for my phone, but it isn't there. Instead I see Jake holding it, he must of caught it.
I continue looking at the floor, as tears run down my face.
Then someone pulls me into their warm chest and holds me tight.
"Jessie, it's me. Tell me what happened" Olly says.
Ah, that's who it is. I didn't even notice him swapping places with Jake.
"I, I" I sob.
"Olly, I think this may help" Jake says from behind.
I feel Olly move his arm and then put it back around me with something in his hand. Through watery eyes I just notice the colour pink, most likely my phone.
I hear Olly gasp as he most likely looks at 'the picture'.
"Shit! Oh my god! I'm so sorry Jess!" Olly says as he kisses the top of my head and wipes my tears away.
"What a fucking dick" I hear Olly mumble.
"I, I, t-thought he-e love-ed me" I manage to say.

Olly's POV~

I can't stand seeing her like this. What an actual bastard! He's supposed to love her and care for her. Cheating on her is not the way to go! I swear to god that if he even comes anywhere near Jess I will kill him, she deserves so much better.
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Jess's POV~

"Olly, what am I to do?" I ask.
"I don't know hun, I really don't" He says.
"Well, he's probably seen the picture as he was tagged in it and it was posted 3 hours ago, but still no phone call, still no text. He doesn't even care about how I'm feeling right now!" I exclaim.
"What an idiot. If I am being honest with you Jess, you are better off with out him. If he really loved you, he wouldn't have done this to you; and the fact that he hasn't bothered to contact you says something"
"True" I sigh as I sit down next to Olly.
Olly is about to reply but my phone starts to ring.
Shit.
"Ol, it's Leo. Should I answer?"
"Yeah, put it on speaker" He says.
I take a deep breath, answer the phone, put it on speaker and place the phone on the coffee table.

"Jess baby?" Leo asks, panicking.
"Don't you dare baby me!" I yell, tears coming to my eyes.
"Please Jess, let me explain. 5 minutes please"
"No Leo. You have had 3 hours to explain and yet you didn't!"
"Jess, please?"
"Just tell me one thing Leo. Why did you kiss her? Whoever it was"
"You wouldn't believe me" He says.
"Try me, I have had a day from hell Leo. I need answers"
"Ok, fine. So today at school I walked into form to find Lilly sitting there! She is supposed to be in fucking America, not wales! But anyway, it turns out her parents divorced and her mum moved back to Wales, near my school. Back to the story, after form my form teacher insisted I walked Lilly to her first class, so I had too. And then she stopped and threw her self at me. She said that if I didn't kiss her back then she would hurt you. So, I er, kissed that bitch, scared of what more she could do to you and then I guess people took photos and stuff. Jessie, you have to forgive me. I only did it to protect you because I love you. Please forgive me"

Shit.

Oh my god!

"I, I. That fucking slag!" I yell.
"Jess, please forgive me" Leo says.
"I, errgghh!"
"Jess, you ok?" Olly asks.
"Yeah, I just don't know what to say"
"Who are you with Jess?" Leo asks harshly.
"Olly. Why? You are in no position to question who I hang around with!" I shout.
"Sorry" Leo mumbles.
"I was a mess earlier Leo. I thought you didn't love me, I thought that you didn't care about me. I felt so broken, so empty. The pain was so bad. It wouldn't go away, no matter what I tried" I say.
"I'm sorry"
"I forgive you. But Leo, pull a stunt like this again and we will be over for good, ok? Trust is really important to me, so don't break my trust. And if a girl comes up to you again, threatening to hurt me, flipping walk off!"
"Okay, I promise, I won't let you down again"
"Thank you" I say.
"Well, we got school tomorrow, so I'll let you go. I'll text you" He says.
"Ok, bye Leo"
"Bye"
I end the call and sigh hopelessly.
"No 'I love you'?" Olly asks.
"Not yet" I say, sliding my back down the sofa.
"Not yet?"
"I'm still in pain Olly. I know he said he only did it to protect me, but part of me doesn't believe him"
"I think you should. You and Leo do belong together, I've realised that now"
"Now?" I ask.
"Yeah. I kinda really, really liked you Jess. More than a best friend way"
"Oh"
"Yeah, oh"
"Sorry Olly"
"It's ok, honestly. I prefer us like this anyway. You're like my sister and we should stay that way" He says.
"Yeah, maybe it's for the best"
"Yeah. Because if we did go out and broke up, our friendship would be proper messed up"
"Agreed" I say, laughing.
"Glad to see you smiling again"
"Yeah, well I'm a lot happier now. Leo still loves me, you cheered me up and we have drama tomoz!"
"Drama makes you that happy?" He asks, shaking his head.
"Er, yeah"
"You weirdo"
"Don't call me a weirdo!" I yell.
"Don't call me a weirdo!" He mimics.
"Oh shut up!"
"Nah"
"Er yeah. Your voice is highly annoying" I say.
"So is your face, but you don't see me complaining" He says, whilst grinning.
"Leave!"
"Nope"
"Er yes! Go back to your box!" I shout.
"I Don't have a box, I live in a house, this house to be precise"
"Oh whatever"
"Given up yet?"
"Nah" I say.
"You should" He says as he leans in and kisses me.

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