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Epilogue

"STOP"

i jerked towards the sound to find William standing meters away from me! Like hell i was going to answer him. I closed my eyes, afraid that i might see what's beneath me and back down. Three steps away, two steps away, one more step to go.

It was now that i realized that i never stopped crying not once, the clothing material on my skin that i haven't change for day now, and the stinking way i smelled.

The events that happened with me that led me to this, flashbacks from my childhood, i was now seeing my life running in flashes in front of my eyes. Is that how all who died felt in their last minutes? is it normal?

But one flash took me by surprise, made me froze in my tracks as i stopped.

Flashback:

"Anna Karenina made bad choices in her life which led her to think that death was the only solution to end her misery, which is a bad choice itself. she should've left, left far far away, to somewhere where she can start over, and build herself once more again, somewhere where she can recover. Just remember dear students, ONE good choice change a life for the better. Bad things has an end, everything will end somewhere, death is never a solution" Miss Valimera addressed to the class.

"But what if no one cares?What if the ones you love, left? There's nothing worth living for anymore?" my friend asked.

"Discovery Tracy, Discovery. Everyone has someone who cares for them, and if those didn't this means their isn't the true that cares. Discover who will care for you, hope for finding them, cause they exist sometime you just have to open your eyes a little wider that's all"

End of flashback

i stopped... What if what i was doing was wrong? What if there is someone who cares that i haven't found yet? What if this was a bad choice after all?

Death was an ideal solution to me, until now... my perspective sorta changed...

I felt strong arms go around my waist and took me away from the cliff. I had no strength to fight, even if i had, he was way stronger than i'll ever be...

I was laid one the grass. i was empty, my mind was empty

"Luna talk to me!" demanded William, but i made no move, no talk, just laid there looking into the sky, lost thoughts , hard choices, and not knowing what to do anymore, i was lost.

"I love you, please don't do this ever again okay? I am sorry, really really sorry for what i did to you"

i was hearing him talk, but i wasn't listening. words, words, only words who had no meaning to me!

All i remember is that they took me to the hospital then...

4 Months Later:

I was kinda recovering from what have happened to me. All four months, my mind kept drifting to that second i stopped myself from jumping, and i kept wondering whether i made the right choice or not. But now i am happy with my decision, i was strong.

that day when William took me to the hospital i decided to leave, i left for France, met new people, made new friends that took good care of me, weren't traitors. i was back to my old self now and i was happier than ever.

But deep down, i admit that i kept going back to the moment when Will said he loved me, i felt that it was true and it pains me to know that we haven't got a chance to be just like all mates. but i love him, i never once stopped thinking about, my wolf learnt to live without her mate, me too. but the emptiness couldn't be filled.

i wonder sometimes if he missed me, searched for me, or maybe forgot me, i don't know... Maybe he never cared... i know nothing

My phone started ringing, i looked to the caller's ID it was my boss i answered "Luna, please can you get me a creamy latte while you're coming from Starbucks please?" i smiled "of course i am, i'm at Starbucks actually bringing myself a cup of coffee"

I hang up. i was smiling, he wasn't only my boss, he was my friend as well

"Luna.... "

I heard my name being called from behind me, chills ran through my spine... NO it can't be, i slowly turned towards the sound..

and spotted William meters away from me.

My eyes got wide, i made no move. He got closer to me and said "I was looking for you everywhere"

i nodded...

His eyes were longing for me, i was afraid that i might loose control and long for him too...

"I'm here for a reason, a new start, a new beginning, let's start from zero, I'm William" he said as he expanded his hand for me to shake.

I hesitated for a minute, but shook his hand "Luna Karsh"

After all, i miss him.......

THE END