Walker

Chapter 12

Picture : Riley and Carrie

Chapter 12

Next week...

Wednesday

It was 5:00pm and school was done for the day. Carrie and I were

sitting on the edge of a bridge/walkway just hanging out. It was until Kika 

walked over to us. He had his skateboard in one hand and he seemed 

like he really wanted to talk.

I guess Carrie saw that look and said "alright, so I’m gonna head home"

"Don't leave me" I mouthed to her. But she just slyly smiled and

winked as she walked away. That left me and Kika completely alone. He 

looked at me up and down before saying "what happened to you?"

"Nothing"

"No. Something...changed you. You got bangs, new clothes and you

started ditching class and making out with random dudes"

"You're one to judge. It's that how your life goes too"

"Ya...but you were better than that"

"You know what. I don't care anymore. I changed myself to be the kind 

of girl you'd actually care about, but whatever I---- "

"The kind of girl I’d care about? But Riley, I already cared about 

you. I liked you back when you were...you. That night at the cabin was 

a waste. I didn't want her...I never wanted anybody else"

"...why...why should I listen to you now?"

"Because...I know you want to know how I feel. I know that if walk 

away now you'll forever be thinking about this unfinished 

conversation. Riley, I wanted to be your friend from day 1"

"Nice" I answered. I didn't know what else to say. He actually said 

what was on my mind.

Thursday

I stopped dressing up like a bitch and more like myself again. I guess 

after that conversation with Kika, I really didn't feel like changing 

myself.

The past weeks more people have died. I did my best to ignore all of 

it while I was acting as a bitch. But now that I'm being me again...I 

feel awful and scared. People I've known since kindergarten have been 

killed.

I couldn’t help but wonder when my time was. Something horribly wrong 

was going on. Kika...what...where were we in our relationship? I was 

so confused. I wanted this all to dream. For everything I did recently 

to be undone.

I didn't like who I was. I wanted Kika to get jealous...realize how 

much he liked me. But I was wrong. Be he didn't feel that way about 

me. I guess I needed to accept that.

Writer's note : Hey readers :) Sorry the last couple chapters were a bit short. I some pictures i wanted to use, and not a lot happening in those chapters LOL. But thirteen will be longer and little more heartfelt, keep reading :)