Never shall I give up

Confuse but not lost.

~your pov~
It's been about 2 weeks since we started our senior year . I'm the flyer in the cheerleading, goalie in soccer and I played tennis,now it's swimming and cheerleading since the winter and fall sports are over.I hummed gettong out my car my uniform is a nude jacket a white dress shirt a red tie a black pleaded skirt with a single white line now the socks is what tell you appart from other students. High knee socks with two white lines.the freshmen don't have lines,sophomore have a thick white one the juniors have a two thick white lines.The boys one is black pants a red tie ,white dress shirt and a caramel blazer.I saw sasuke I smiled he's in the soccer team,like the other guys except Naruto who is more interested in ramen but he joined the Martial arts team the couch is Jiraya or as me and Naruto call him Pervy-sage . I walked foward locking my car my bag over my shoulder mostly holding my binder,notebooks,sketchbook and pencils oh my phone and my lunch "Congrats on the match naruto good to see you back" said someone to him I waved he walked foward he smiled his amzing blue eyes closed I smiled I saw sasuke with his group he doesn't really hang with us he comes over to the arcade at time but tells us we should be focusing on our studies. "Hey...I'm sure he'll hang out today belive it!"he said I smiled "you always make me smile don't you" I said fixing his tie he thanked me hinata walked with him to their classes America huh.. I never thought of it I never thought of any other place other than konoha.I stoppedseeing the rooftop they added a fence now you can't feel the breee whilst leaning towards the outside it's like being inside a shelter the lively colors around the courtyard many things had change the painted the faces of all the principals we've had on one of the sides of the wall.I saw all my friends hanging around now we all focused on our studies not stopping, no breaks like ants the queen being our goals.I sighed walking Art class the last one foe the day seeing no hope on painting I decided to just chill while drawing my sunset I stopped seeing all the colors blend in naturally not my liking most said it was fine but to me...it felt like I was painting inside a frame afraid to make a mistake.If I had thought about it better I wouldn't have done what I did next.I dab the bright blue sky paint on the already filled canvas everyone had left the teacher left me her keys meaning she knew what I was doing with one last stroke my butterfly was finished just like a monarch butterfly but blue it seemed real like time stopped.I admired my work Placing the paint and paintbrushes away after cleaning I left my painting in the center of the classroom.I signed my name in a gold color like my dad said 'your name is like gold is valuable and you have to learn to use it right.' I walked out closing I pulled my things out of my locker I placed the keys on the office countwr minato was still here I knew that.I walked to my car no one ever stops to take a break sasuke he still trying to reach Itachi.Itachi he's working with his dad in the Uchiha Corp. Along Shisui and his uncles.sydney she has a little girl name Annabella she named her after Tony's dream girl name.I smiled she's my niece I belive her the elders made me send a hair she is 50% from my side Ai said she didn't want anything just recognition for her child Annabella is from the main branch.I got a text message
~text pov~

Hey my mom say's if'd you'd like to eat with us .naruto.
No thanks ....I have work yo6 know but tell her I said thanks and to enjoy your dinner.___.
~end of text pov.
I feel like I'm just in their way I stopped at a red light.I need to talkto someone.Sasuke...He's busy....Gara...busy also.I drove to a friend I have she may be old but she's still a friend.I stopped at my old house.I smiled getting out "___! Is here!!" Yelled the children hugging me I laughed "so were Sister.Albarona " I said they pointed inside "hey in the garden by the old willow tree there's a tree house it's your now."I said they ran to the garden.I chuckled holding one of the little girls hand we walked inside I stopped in the livingroom everything changed the living room was different I walked to the office my fathers old study I s elled his scent like cinnamon with Peppermint."child it's been a while." Said Sister.A theres 26 sister the alphabet as this place is called now before it was the No Future Manor. I smiled sitting on the desk "No one come here or your parents room your b-I know I told the children to use mines and his he never really staid here." I said running my hand through the oak wood."So somethingis bothering you huh?" She said looking at me "The paperwork were do you d-In the r-I think this room should be put into use I miss the feeling of someone working here." I said she smiled her wrinkles lifting up "All I ask is fpr mo one to change anything the Library has new books the other ones are in France so the kids can read books appropriate to their age." I said smiling she nooded "I'm worried my life is turning upside down.I feel alone theres people there for me but...you know I see my frineds they all know what they want looking for what they're missing but me I have everything yet I have nothing to dream for and reach" I said looking outside "Since young I've had the choice to be nothing I never tild my friends I had the choice to get married with someone out there but I declined ...how do I know what my center is all I'm expected to do is be like them perfect no mistakes" I said looking at a portrait of my family."How...I want to be someone I would be proud to know not someone everyone wants to know" I said she smiled "To me you're looking how to make others happy but what about you are you happy" she said handing me a small plant still inside it shelter "You're like this palnt we don't know what it is until it come out and shows it nature.You won't npknow what you are until you come out of your shell" she said smiling kindly I nooded tears stinging "I'm gonna go to their room" I said she nooded handing me the silver key.I stood by the door seeing their bed I sat down in iton Christmas eve we would run here jumping the 4 of us no one worked the staff members were at their homes that day We slept in here together not getting up till 4 pm.i smiled tears stinging my eyes I saw my moms dress the blue silk of her robe reminding me of the ocean deep full of mystery.I ran my hand through her perfumes the smell of lilies around here.I saw my dad's watch on the bathroom counter.I saw the tub big of course we wluld take baths here also it wasn't strage I was 4 and tony was 6 .I giggled lightly seeing their closet huge probably bigger than my current room.I saw my moms side dresses shirts skirts I spotted a jean I smirked "I see so she said she left it in france huh." I said seeing my dads coats his ties I grabbed a pink the one I got him he loved it he wore it almost every weekend I saw his ring a silver obe with hold engravings '#1 dad.' Was what we got him for fathers day.I stopped my breath escaped they seemed ti be standing behind me the 4 of us I turned my head seeing the painting we got from some artist is so realistic still there I looked at the dress I wore that day a white with blue shadowing sundress with cute white slippers my mom wore a silver on white  dress about her knee tony wore a dress shirt with white dress pants dad wore a black suit and a white tie.I smiled for a moment I felt they were actually there I saw my eyes I placed my mom's pin my bangs completely pulledback my eyes lit up the emerald almost blue color present so they changed huh.I walked out my bangs back in place the pin in its apot it's too valuable I might loose it "___-sama are you lea-yess but I'll visit soon" I said locking the door I held the plant in my had still I put the key in my pocket.I walked out waving I saw Sister.Brooklyn smile from the door.I sighed getting in I carefully drove home stopping at a café I saw a wanted waiters sign max 12 I smiled taking it with me the lady smiled.I drank some tea. I left a tip i answered my phone "Hey!so I'm coming over its about sasuke and itachi you need to know" said Gara? "Okay? I d-I'll telk you there." He said hanging up.I sighed I saw sasuke park his car two parkings away from mine.I cursed under my breath seeing Karen and those kther guys don't get me wrong they are nice but when sasukes not around they're scumbags bothering the younger school is different they are the top of the food chain as they say. Idiots I walked towards my car sasuke didn't even look my way but she did a glare evident in her face.I waved her off I sat in my car I heard slithering I cringed I nervously turned my head at the moment I don't know how but sasuke had me in his arms.my eyes widen he held me tightly the door was close a s-snake in my car? I turned my eyes towards the seat it was in my seat if he hadn't pulled me out i could've ended in the hospital."Are you okay?" He asked still holding me I was frozen in the spot but nooded in his shoulders "You're shaking pretty bad It's alright, come on let's call animal control" he said I nooded softly. Why is... I'm confuse but I cringed as they held the snake in a sack the police came I could go now.I pushed the key in slowly driving to my apartment. I walked inside hearing barking."Gara? Did you-yes but did something strange happened?" He asked in the living room playing games I nooded sitting down with him "There was a snake in my car?" I said his eyes widen "Sasuke an Itachi are in a gang so am I." He said my eyes widen I looked at him "s-si-since we were in our sophomore year." He said looking at me "Sasuke is in a gang that just came up Taka it's not so active but it's still dangerous, Itachi he's in the akatsuki a gang you've probably heard of and know their itachis friends. And well me I'm in the hidden sands small but feared also." He said I looked at him my eyes widen "the snake was from Mist of cobras a gang from the west that's in war with Taka." He said I nooded letting everything in he got up bending down infront of me a kiss brought me out of my toughts he let go "I've loved you honestly pleace give me a chance?" He said "G-gara I-I'd love to and all but...all of this I'm confuse-but not lost huh?" He said holding my hands he kissed me again softly I blushed he got up kissing my head "I'll wait I promise. " he said leaving I ran a hand through my hair I dialed Itachi I want him to tell me"___?what-Have you heard of the Mist of Cobras" I asked I heard nothing "It's that gang thing right?why?" He asked "They put a snake in my car today I was scared but sasuke helped me they left a note saying you and sasuke are in the enemies gang The Akatsuki and Taka." I said "is it true?you know if you want me to give you a chance y-yes we are ___ I have to hang up p-please be careful I love you you now that." He said hanging up.I hugged Furry tails and (d/n) necks I quietly walke dwoth them to the office that was in one of the guest rooms since I never really get visits.I hummed as Furry tail laid down as did (d/n) the people that work here feed them when I'm late or stuff or ket them go out.I log in to my comouter Senju corp wants to make a Deal with Sarasota Corp. I remembered that's part of the main branch also theres 10 major ones and this one is one of them 5th to be specific.The others are run by me the main branch with the other one my grandmother is from main branch actually but she retired.I saw Uchiha Corp. Also send a request?Isee so Faguka went for the fat fish I sighed damn if I accept Uchihas. Corp.is a risk on having senju.Corp as an enemy i filed ina meeting on Thursday 3pm . good Icheecked my grades
100 history
100+ English 3
100 Math (Calculus advanced)
100*Chemistry
100 Gym
100 Web page design II
100 Art
*Final grade put in
+credits
I closed it watching some videos cheeking my blog nothing new.I saw a news conference thing they wanted an exclusive with Senju and uchiha Corp . fighting for the rights of actions on their last deal.I called Sasuke "Hey did- You're in a gang I just found out you stupid girlfriend just said so in my blog." I said see I wasn't gonna say shit until she posted it in my blog.I heard him curse "___ I'll pick you up just don't tell anyone." He said "sorry sasuke but I can't be near someo-please let me ex-fine but I'm not going to change I'm comfortable in my pj's -you mig-nope I will not clear good." I said hanging I got up and changed into a blue set of Pj's and a robe haha rode I crack myself up sometimes.I walked out seeing no one I'll just take the stairs.I was waiting outside I saw him drive through fuck I cursed under my breath i glared at Karen his gang was there and some extra guy.The guy got in the front and drove off sasuke was wearing a white shirt a black hoodie and dark jeans with jordans whi h were also black with silver I crossed my arms he let a breath out and walked foward he held his eyes on my disappointment filled ones."shoul-not in my house let's go I'm driving" I said he looked at me we drove to an old bridge rarely used this days he sat in the bench with me I looked foward "I joined while you w-I know that-okay? I guess I joined because I was angry at Itachi I wanted revenge for whaznot that way sasuke I-I didn't care about that what hurt me was that he promised to never do such a thing he hurt me due to beeaking his promise just like everyone don't we all forget a promise.Like we would never separate we are togetjer we are rookies in a workd we will never grow out of it.You and everyone promised but you broke it when I dated Itachi didn't J always make time for you guys?I did but your girlfriend and you don't respect the pact .I guess you should know before your family I'm giving away expectations I'm dropping out of high school " I said his eyes widen he stood up and grabbed my hands "I've realized with the buisness and me turning 18 soon I have to take over soon and that means I won't be able to manage time so after my birthday I'll drop out.That way your gang or Itachi's enemies won't kewp 'suprising' me" I said Standing up I youched his cheek softly I smiled weakly "And don't worry about it they can't possibly reach me in America" I said as tears started spilling I wiped my eyes I looked up seeinga star alone "I'm like that star theres others that can't be seen who act like family but are to distant from it. But still the gang I think you could do better so I'm asking for you to hang with us personally tomorrow Naruto he's holding ontothe Idea of you hanging with us let The dobe be right for once about persistence." I said he looked at me his eyes never leaving mines he hugged me taking me by suprise "p-please d-dont leave-sasuke? Are you c-crying?" I asked into his shoulder as he shook something wet hit my shoulder "please I need you your the reasin why I try to reach my goal your my goal i want to be gold like you not bronze-sasuke?your anything but bronze if anything I'd say you platinum" I said softly he kept holding onto me I sighed hugging him back "you know sasuke if I'd followed the light that day when my parents died would I have seen them again instead I followed the path with all of you waiting I miss them but i tresure you and everyone to much so promise me this" I said he let go his eyes red and puffy I tilted my head running my tumbs cleaning his tears I kissed his cheek "that if I stay you won't bring anyone and I mean anyone into danger." I said sternly he dropped his head "I will I promise as long as you don't leave."he whispered I smiled chuckling "dduck-butt huh?so naruto was right after all" I said laughing he picked his head up a smirked grazed his lips he grabbed my waist tickling me I laughed louder telling him to stop I panted catching my breath a blush spread across my face as I felt him kiss my cheek I smiled lightly kissing his he moved his head causing our lils to crash I moved covering my mouth. My face completely red "I-I'm sorry sasuke" I said turning around he stayed silent whike I drooped him off at his house. I saw mikoto she waved at me I waved back I still help faguka but now I send him the data.I walked in seeing Furry tail asleep with (d/n) in their beds I clapped all the windows electronics and light turned/closed off.I let darkness comsume me.
~Timeskip ~
I got up yawning I stretched seeing a cute bird in the balcony.I smirked seeing furry tail Wagging his tail back and foward.I smiled and patted my bed he turned his head running he jumped on my bed.I noticed (d/n) stay in his bed still he got up sitting in my bed he put hia hand on my lap I turned my tv on tofpdau is Friday I should go to school huh? I thought I called Lisa the dog sitter."Hey Lisa ,yes please I'll drop them off in about 2 or 5 minutes" I said she said yes Inhanged up "alright so I'm leaving you all with Lisa today. Let's get ready." I said getting up i took a quick shower. I put my cheerleading uniform in my bag along with my swimsuit and goggles and hair holder along with my lucky bracelet."~oohI love your style~" I sang while doing my hair into a braid with a nude and black stripe bow.I had my uniform on I decided to actually wear jewelry I put on a silver necklace and a diamond bracelet with small diamond earrings. I put lip gloss on and a smokey eye.I walked out Furry tail and (d/n) were holding a bag i made them with toys and sbacks I smiled "Good job." I said they walked with methey jumped in sitting in the back of the car.I pushed the keys in a good song tune came on i sang along they barked along you could say.I laughed.I stopped at Lisa's house.They jumped out as she opened the door "Hey the money is in their bags." I said she nooded waving I drove to school making itbI saw akamaru standing by the door.I gave him my snap back putting it on his head "hey no sunburns right" I said he barked I ran to class most people still in the hallways Made it in too history So Pervy-sage still not here.yeah hos our history teacher for the Seniors but Kakashi-sensai comes over to teach us at times."Ohiyo!___-sama!" Yelled some kid I saw the 4 freshmans that were in our class I waved.
~back at home timeskip~
I read the acceptance letters from many collages moatly universities. I sighed Harvard,Princeton,land of the waves university, Land of lightning University, University of Hong Kong ,etc. And last but not least The University of Konoha.I shook my head I let a breath out no control ove rmy emotions tears started to spill Confusionspread through my features.my phone vibrated I saw a group chat
"___-san we are coming all of us be there in 5 oh have some food for me and tge rest-chouji
"Rude what a drag we are taking something there -shikamaru
"Teme's coming too I have to show you something-naruto
"We might stay-Ino
"Okay? I'll tell security you guys coming just sign the papers and you'll get a pass.-___
I sighed placing the stack of letters in a drawer in the living room I saw a letter old style writing I opened it seeing my family seal in it.
Dear (n/n) 12/23/2012

Soon you'll start collage we might not ve there that day but we still pray you choose your dream. You are everything to us (tony too but your our princess) *smirks*But we've seen that your a genius your giftedthe world won't deny your dreams .But follow your heart after all if you think the rule is to be what we were.Than take this to heart 'Rules are ment to be broken'

With love your parents.
P.S. there's a small gift inside.

I saw a necklace a small diamond ring I took it out engravings -Small but valuable - I smiled tears of joy. I placed the letter down as I was hugged by Sakura she giggled "Guess what we all got accepted to our dream university. She said laughing I saw her eyes trail to the stack shit I didn't close the drawer "You've been accepted to iver 10 university's t-thats awesome right guys" she said I realized Konaha University or K.U wasn't there it was in my room.I sighed brushing my hair back I sat down "they shouldn't waste their time I don't think I can manage" I whispered throwing myself back i landed on the black couch "well y-Its not about money or that" I whispered looking to the side I saw Neji sit down with ten-ten the others too "Do y-Neji are you and hinata gonna take care of Byakugan Corporations right" I said he nooded his eyes hardened staring at me "Naruto wants to become Mayor like his dad then become principal-oh that's right the school has been run by majors that retire." Said sakura I nooded,"Ino is probably gonna study Botany to make her parents small buisness grow right Ino?" I asked she nooded smiling "Ten-ten your gonna be a lawyer defending military women since they aren't treated like wonen but men in the battle field and trainings" I said she just nooded "sai art,Chouji culinary arts,Sasuke buisness world and trade,Gara also laws,Temari is gonna study the ancient tradition since well she likes geishas and stuff,Kankuro puppet arts good pay by the way,And sakura she's studying medicine like hinata who will also run the Corp . Shikamaru he's studying ....what are you studying?" I asked quietly they just stared at me "I guess I'll study to become a professor" he said laying back I groaned loudly a sniff racked my body "Du...dude you okay?" Asked Naruto "It's not fair I...I can't even do what I want no one...no one has asked me what I want all the grown ups expect me to run an empire my parents started but I don't want that." I said sobbing *staring in silent* "All empires have to fall but if I let that happen it's betraying their wishes ,what am i living for I have no goal whatsoever all I want to do is run to only stop away...away from reality.." I whispered I felt someone poke my cheek i turned seeing Shikamaru his eyes were narrowed "so your jealous that we live for a dream?what I'm getting is your scare-to fail even you guys's parents pressure me they want to see me up there alone...*scowling*they even planned the damn marrige tch" I mumbled the last part "wait you-no not anymore last month i went to america and broke it off I have no interest whatsoever on letting myself be tied down" I said I sat up "I want to take a risk shape my destiny" I said my voice rising I stood up my gazed dropped I let a breath out I didn't know I was holding "why d-I can't only the main branch has power over the corps. Theres only two people left in it Me and My niece" I said quietly "Niece?Tony had a kid" said Naruto "Yes when sydney left it wasn't because if her parents it was because she had a child in her womb Anthony's daughter? " I said sitting down "she left 4 years ago-and Annabelle is his daughter she's 3 and a half her birthday is next month.-how do y-we took a dna test she's 50% of our side she has my eyes my mothers hair and her skin is my mothers but everything else is from Sydney's side-so she wan-not at all she wanted her daughter to have her dad's last name so I granted it Annabelle Akemi [___] 2nd member of the main branch. " I whispered "but Syd-she did Allen [___] son & heir of Erna Corp. We actually made an arrangement since he can't have children Annabelle is his legitimate daughter.-wait your cousin bu-Erna corp. Was given to the other branches along 15 other small corps so the clan could live on something" I said "___ but you can study wh...never mind you'll get stress."said sakura they started to argue. I laughed loudly "hahaha you guys make me feel so much better" I said laughing Sasuke looked at me. "Our fights may make us angry at each other but you will look back at this and laugh" I said smiling they smiled jumping around we did makeovers which the guys just went for pizza ,then we talked about the school launching a programn at the end we all fell asleep I heaed a drawer open "s-she was accepted to my dream university" sasuke whispered.I felt him walk near me I even out my breathing I felt something on my lips I moved my head "five more days mikoto" I mumbled I was suddenly hugged I opened my eyes slightly seeing him I hummed snuggling into him his black eyes stared at me as if asking for  an answer "What about - Don't worry." He whispered into my ear I blushed looking away he smirked holding my waist I let my eyes close