With Every Smile(jeff x reader)

Chapter 6 Just wanna start over

(Jeffs Pov)

Slenderman got what he wanted, he's satisfied but I'm not. I still can't believe he made me do that.
I layed in my bed staring at the ceiling when I heard a huge crash in BENs room.
"BEN? Dude you okay what was tha-"
I said walking in but stopped in my tracks I noticed BEN was on the floor sitting in front of his broken TV, there was glass everywhere. He's bed was on its side and his closet doors where smashed in. His room was pitch black except for the flicking light of the TV and his ceiling light that looked like it was about to fall.
I cautiously walked to his side and kneeled down beside looking at all the glass.
I didn't say anything to BEN I just looked at him. His face didn't have any expression but I could just feel the sorrow and pain he was in.
   It was my fault he was in the condition he was in.......I should have just left the mansion instead of killing Y/n's parents.
I sighed softly sitting in the shattered glass next to BEN who still didn't say a word.
I just stared at the flickering TV thinking of all the thoughts that went through BENs head. I don't what happened or the exact reason BEN felt down. I knew y/n said something awful but I just wanted to know the whole story.
"So...,what she say?" I asked
BEN stared straight ahead into the TV with a blank expression before answering.
"She never wants to see me again..." He answered blankly.
"Well.....did you tell her it wasn't your fault?" I asked,
"She knows it wasn't my fault.....it's just  she mad that I let you get away with it...." He answered, BEN exhaled looking at his boots then back at the TV. 
I really felt bad..what I did didn't just affect y/n it's affected BEN too...plus I had no idea how I was going to fix it.
It really did hurt to not see BEN messing with sally or playing video games hard core. He just sat there....emotionless.
I really did wish I could just redo my whole life, from the first cut......I really ..........really.......just wanna start over.....

ITS SHORT CUZ I WANTED SHORT!
it's just a quick how this whole thing is affected everyone that's included....anyhoo I JUST WANTED TO THANK EVERYBODY FOR READING MY STORY AND VOTING I APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH YOU SPECIAL PEOPLE OF DA WORLD.. SHALL GET A SPECIAL SNEAK PEEK OF THE NEXT CHAPTER!!!! THERES A LOT OF DRAMA PEOPLEEEEEEEE

(Chapter 7)
A dangerous turn into darkness
                            Part 1

(Your POV)

I screamed at the top of my lungs it was over he had me in his grip..,the only ones that could possibly help me where nowhere to be seen it was over.
Suddenly I felt my self weightless as my body was in the air flipping and flailing.
Rocks passed me and below me where just rocks and ice cold water.
I regretted everything, I messed up more than anyone could ever imagine.....