Secretly His

~Chapter 17~

Im having this internal battle. Im such a sucker for love but then he lied to me for four years. I was just his escape from his reality. I love this man but he can't possibly love me back.

"Michael you can't love me or the kids. You used me as an escape from your reality. This goes beyond not taking me out for real proper dates or not spending time with Riley and now the twins but out entire marriage was a lie. For goodness sake, we didn't have a real marriage licenses. You don't  love me. You loved what I did for you. I cooked for you, cleaned up after you,  and had sex with you...the best sex you will ever experience I might add."

Not even 2 seconds after I finished speaking he was in face took both my hand pinned them above my head,  and pushed me against the wall. Not to roughly just enough to get my attention.

"DONT YOU EVER AGIN IN YOUR LIFE QUESTION THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU. I FUCKED UP I KNOW THAT!"

He let go of my hands and continued 

"Bella, I need you to know that I love you and my kids. That has never stopped and never will."

I wanted to believe him but I just can't trust him. I also can't help that I love this man and all this dominating behavior is turning me on.

Luckily the walls in the house aren't thin so the twins aren't woken up by him raising his voice.

"I want to believe you but I can't trust you. You say you love me but then you let your mother insult me and your son...a mother I didn't know even existed. Why would you out anyone through something like this. I'm down here in Georgia thinking that when you went on these so called business trips that's all they were, when in reality you were going to see your family. A family consisted of a mom, dad, siblings, aunts, uncles, grandparents , nieces, nephews, cousins and more. Then to top it off YOUR FIANCÉ. If that's love then I don't want nothing to do with it."

All the emotions that I held in was just pouring out. Unfortunately it came out in the form of tears. I tried not break down in front of Michael but I just couldn't hold it in.

"Bella I'm sorry. I promise to do whatever it takes to make it up to you and the kids. I told my mom that I can't go through with being with Aria. Which was her plan anyway. Please don't leave me Bella."

Never in all the years I've known him have I ever seen him beg. He's literally on his knees holding my waist. I want hold my ground but then I start feeling kisses on my crotch. Tanaé snap out of it. He hurt you, I try and couch myself but it's been a long time since I have felt him. Why is it today that I choose to wear just a underwear and a tank top under my robe. I gotta stop this.

"Michael we can't do this." Fuck it came out as moan.

"Bella don't leave me. You complete me. I need you and my kids in my life. I'm sorry for fucking up."

He slid my panties to the slide, lifted a leg over his shoulder and dug in.

"Oh my gosh! Y-you can't."

The only response I got was him grunting and slurping. The vibration made my legs go out. Thank goodness he had a strong grip on me. I felt his fingertips gaze along my thighs and let me tell yall, that's alone of my spots. I grabbed his head not know what to do, push him away or pull him closer.

I did spend four years with him. I love him but I'm hurting. I was pulled away from my thoughts due to what he did next.

He blew on my now swollen clit. Oh that sent me to outer space. Both my legs went out and I fell to the couch but that didn't stop him he just spread my legs wider and ripped my panties off. Damn it why does it have to feel so good? Why does he have such good head game? If he was whack, I would have no problem sending him in his way but it's been forever since I've had sex and there's just no way I can give up this opportunity.

All I felt was him sucking, licking, blowing and it was just to much for me.

"M-Michael I-I-I'm going to cum!"

"Let it out Bella." That did it I came hard and he still didn't stop. I love when he does that and he knows it.

I tried to push his head away from my oh so very sensitive and very swollen clit, but no. He kept blowing and licking on her it sent me into my second orgasm.

He came up and kissed me. I'm just saying, I taste good. Them pineapples do a body good.

"I love you baby, I'm sorry. Don't leave me." Before I could say anything he jammed into my pussy. He's trying to kill her.

"Fuck your so tight."

Pound after pound I felt another orgasm build up. All you heard in my house was skin smacking and my wetness.

"She so damn wet. Fuck Bella shes gushy and creamy, I fucking love that shit."

I needed to cum and I needed it now, so reached down to play with my clit but not for long. Michael hates when I do that. I forgot.

"MOVE that hand. I'm the only one that will make you cum." He start pounding harder then stopped. I'm not going to lie I pouted.

"Don't worry I'm not done. Ass up head down Bella." Oh shit I love this position.
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