Finding Our Way [Sequel to FHTL]

part 9 - getting on my nerves.

"Zayn, I-I can't do this" I rationalized, after pulling away from another unplanned make-out session.

"Why not?" 

"I-I don't deserve you"

"You should be really mad, I have done so many things to you. I even slept with someone else. You should hate me" I breathed, whispering the last part. 

"I don't care, I just want to be with you. Besides, I messed up, too but I love you and that's all that matters"

Is he even real?

"I-" 

"Don’t say anything. Let's just start fresh, yeah?" He asked hopeful. Well shit. Fuck it.

"I still love you, too"

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After Zayn and I finished talking I made sure he could walk properly, since that bruise looked really bad. After that, I had to go home, since today we both have to go to work. The alarm ringed at 6:15AM. I'm so tired and sleepy I took the pillow from the other side of the bed and swinged the clock with it till it crashed with the floor.

"Just great!" I groaned, uncovering myself from the sheets. I stood up and went to the bathroom. I took a shower and dressed up with sneakers, a muscle-tee and sweat pants.

[A/N: Click on the external link under the book cover to check out the outfit.]

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When I arrived at the studio I parked my car and went inside. I went to my dressing room since I'm a bit early thanks to some kind of miracle. As soon as I closed the door somebody hugged me from behind.

"You're here" He whispered.

"I've miss you" 

"These weeks without you have been such a mess, baby" He caressed my cheek.

"I know, I felt like I was drifting away" I looked down.

"I won't let you go" He lifted my chin with his index finger.

"Please, never let me go, Zayn" I looked straight into his gorgeous eyes.

"Never" He leaned down and softly kissed my lips.

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"Alright, so let's start girls" I clapped my hands.

"We need to wait till Little Mix arrives" Megan made fake gagging noises.

"Ugh, right-" That's when I heard the door being open.

"We're here" Perrie exclaimed.

"Finally" Susie whispered with another eye roll.

"You're late" I snapped.

"You have no right to talk to me like that" Perrie added.

"Oh, yeah?" I stepped in her personal space.

"Let's start, yeah?" Megan laughed awkwardly and got in my way.

Great! I have to stand Perrie and the other three girls until the tour is over. I really feel like slapping the shit out of her and then feeding her to the l-

"Jesy!" 

"I'm coming, Megan! Jeez!"

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We practiced and we actually nailed it. I went to pick up my stuff and as I made my way to Zayns' dressing room I noticed someone was actually there already. I hid behind the wall and peaked with one eye. Awesome! It's Perrie. Ugh, when is she going to stop?!

"Well, well, well. Look what we have here" 

"May I know what you're doing outside MY boyfriends' door?" 

"And why should I tell you?" She crossed her arms over her chest.

"Um, I don't know, because of the fact he's MY boyfriend, not yours, doll. I won't let you take him away from me this time" I snapped.

"Pfft, is this a threat?" She smirked.

"A what? No, darling. I'm not a stuck up bitch...like others" I smirked while looking at her from head to toe and back again, clearly making my point.

"Just stay away from him, yeah?" I fake smiled as I turned around.

"Nice advice coming from a hoe" She laughed ironically. I stopped and turned around.

"What did you just called me?"

"Oh I'm sorry, are you deaf or something? HOE!" But before I could punch her right on the face Zayn opened the door.

"What's going on?" 

"Nothing, babe" 

"Actually-" 

"She's leaving, right?" I glared at her. She didn't answer and left.

"Baby, I heard when she called you a hoe" Zayn wrapped his arms around my waist.

"It's nothing, don't worry"

"Nobody calls you that" He cupped my chin.

"It's okay, really" I pecked his lips.

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Perrie's getting on my nerves. This is going to get ugly. This is fucking war.

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A/N: Some Perrie action, yaas! For chapter ten I need two+ reviews and four votes, don't know what's going on in that department but yeah, make me happy. Oh! Prepare for more drama x

Picture to the side:  "What did you just call me?"