Finding Our Way [Sequel to FHTL]

part 1 - same mistakes.

A/N: This chapter is dedicated to my Wattpad bestie @BandObsessed. Thanks for being the first reviewer here! You're the best x

READ ON!   -Chanti x

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(THREE MONTHS LATER)

Three months have passed by since I broke things up with Zayn. It's been so awkward seeing him everyday at the studio. I still love him -obviously-, but it's just so hard seeing him there, right in front of me. He's always sporting a sad face and it's probably my entire fault, but what I did is the right thing and I don't regret any of it, since we both need the break. The Take Me Home tour is coming up and we have to practice every single day. Zayn and I haven't talked much, just the usual 'hello". If I talk to him I'm probably going to have a breakdown or something and I can't afford that, not really.

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I woke up to the sound of my phone.

-Phone Call-

"Hello?" I yawned, still laying down.

"Where the hell are you, Jesy!? Paul's really mad" Susie exclaimed.

"Oh, shit! I forgot, be there in thirty minutes" I hung up, stood up and ran to the bathroom.

-End Of Call-

These days I've been so out of it. I went out and dressed up with sneakers, shorts and a shirt. I threw my hair in a bun and took my purse, phone, sunglasses and car keys. I locked the door and ran to the elevator and then to my car. It's incredible how I didn't get a ticket, considering I crossed the velocity limit. When I parked my car I ran inside, breathing heavily.

"I'm here" I closed the door behind me.

"Well, good night" Paul shook his head, making me look down.

"You're late" He snapped.

"I know, I'm sorry. It won't happen again" Megan, Susie and the boys are staring at me intendly, how exhausted I look.

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When practice was over I went to my dressing room to take a shower. Since this morning I didn't have breakfast, might as well get something to eat now. I'm starving and dancing without eating wasn't a good idea after all, I have the biggest headache ever. When I finished I dressed up with skinny jeans, a white blouse, a denim jacket and sandals.

[A/N: Click on the external link under the book cover to check out the outfit.]

(PARKING LOT)

"Jesy!" I turned around and noticed it's Zayn.

"Huh?" 

"I want to talk to you"

"Sure, what do you-" I was interrupted my Tom's car approaching us.

"What is he doing here?" Zayn asked.

"He- umm, he's picking me up" I mumbled.

"Oh" Zayn frowned.

"I should go" I added.

"Yeah, alright" 

"We can go out or something? Because I really want to talk to you" He said, more like a question.

"Sure, call me later" I smiled.

I walked to the car, opened the door and waved goodbye to Zayn. I got in the car and Tom immediately hugged me. Once I looked back at Zayn he had a pained expression on his face, I feel so bad. I really hope he doesn't want to discuss the time we took.

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I went to grab some food with Tom, and what can I say? He's already my best friend. I love every single second I spend with him. After we ate we went to the park and walked for a while.

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(JESY'S HOUSE)

"Thanks for the ride and everything, I had an awesome time" I grinned.

"Don't even mention it, I'll do anything to make you happy" He grabbed my hands, making me smile.

"Well, I think I should go and settle down" I added awkwardly.

"Sure" He embraced me in a hug. I hugged him back and when I pulled away I tripped and fell backwards, my body collapsing with the door.

"What are you d-" But then I felt how his lips were against mine. I was about to stop him, but instead I closed my eyes and started to move my lips freely with his. It's so wrong, but it feels damn right. He cupped my waist, pulling me closer to him and then I pulled him harder towards me. 

"Wow" He breathed. What have I done?

"I should go" I quickly turned around and closed the door. 

Fuck, I'm so screwed.

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A/N: Well, hello there. Just like I promised, one review and two votes and then chapter one. It was crappy, I know, but it'll get better. For chapter two I need four votes and two reviews, think that's possible? x

Picture to the side: "I should go" 

Video to the side: 'Same Mistakes' by 'One Direction.'