Finding Our Way [Sequel to FHTL]

part 4 - make me forget.

WARNING: This chapter contains smut. If you don't like it, please don't read it. These "---------" will appear at the beginnning and at the end of the scene for you guys to know where it starts and where it ends. All good? Yeah? Okay, let's get to the reading now, shall we?

READ ON!    -Chanti x

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Why me? Why of all the people in the world I get to experience all this bullshit? Being with Zayn is all I want, but I can't live with all the problems that come with it. I want to forget everything that's been happening today, absolutely everything. Without even knowing, I found myself at Tom's front porch. I knocked and waited for a response.

"Who is it?" I heard Tom's voice come from the other side of the door.

"It's me" I said, my voice coming out shaky. As soon as the door opened I was met with a crossed-armed Tom, but as soon as he saw my face his frown faded.

"What happened?" 

"I-" But the tears got the best of me and before I could fall to the floor Tom hugged me tight. 

"What's wrong?" He asked, with a concerned look.

"Tom, I-I need you. I need you to make me forget" I shuddered.

"I'm here" He caressed my hair.

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"No. I need you, Tom. I need you to make me feel something, please" 

"Jesy, I don't-" But before he could finish I crashed my lips hard on his. He took a few seconds to react, but finally melted into me, kissing me back as hard. He pressed me against the wall, kissing down my neck. I moaned and wrapped my arms around his neck. He slowly placed his large hands under my bum and whispered 'jump' hotly. I gave a small jump and he picked me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist. He stumbled to his room and dropped me on the bed, looking at me with a concerned and nervous look.

I know he wants this.

I can see it in his eyes full of lust and want. He climbed on top of me and kissed me again, hard, taking off my shirt in the process. I quickly took of his, revealing his toned chest. I roamed my hands across his abs, moaning eagerly against his wet lips. I sat up, without disconnecting our lips and took off my bra. Tom pulled away and his eyes widened as he looked at my bare chest. I cupped his face and looked straight into his eyes, giving him a nod before going further up on the bed. As I layed on the pillow he kissed down my neck and stomach. He stopped at my waist taking my pants off along with my panties. He watched me as I layed there completely naked in front of him.

"God, you are so beautiful" He breathed, lying on top of me, giving me a passionate kiss.

I un-buckled his belt in a rushed manner and unbuttoned his pants, zipping them down, never getting my lips off of his.  I managed to pull them down, along with his briefs. We were both already naked, kissing as if our lifes depended on it.

"God, Tom, please" I groaned, breaking the kiss.

"Jesy, are you sure you-"

"Please Tom, just do it!"

He hesitated, but as soon as I caressed his arm and smiled at him warmly he got up and came back with a condom in hand. He ripped it open and rolled it up his shaft. He turned around to see me resting on my elbows, waiting for him. I smirked and kissed him hungrily, slowly backing down, bringing him down with me. Once he was positioned on top of me he broke the kiss and looked at me in the eyes. I slowly nodded and as he was about to finger me I placed my hand on top of his.

"I'm ready" I whispered. He nodded slowly before burying himself deep inside of me, making me moan loudly at the sudden pain and pleasure. Everything around me went blank. It's all TomTomTom.

"Fa-faster" I moaned as I scratched his back, probably leaving marks. He picked up his pace, going faster and faster with every thrust, making me squirm under him.

"Oh, Jesy" He groaned as he changed his angle. He kept thrusting harder until I was gasping for air. When he came inside the condom, quite hard may I add, and screaming my name, I came as well, totally aroused and feeling absolutely pleased about the whole thing.

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"That was- wow" He breathed heavily. I really don't know what came over me, all the emotions and feelings deep inside me burst. I've been hiding so much inside me that I couldn't take it anymore. I turned my face and tears ran down my cheeks without a second though. 

"Hey, what's wrong?" He sat up.

"I'm pathetic, Tom" I covered my face, sobbing louder.

"Hey, don't say that" He hugged me tight.

"Its true, look at me. I'm a mess" I cried on his chest.

"I still love you" He caressed my hair. The tears kept falling until sleep got the best of me and I felt how Tom covered us with the sheets.

"Good night, my princess" He whispered in my ear, but before I even had the chance to answer back, I fell asleep.

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A/N: Hello. Things are SO SCREWED UP. Don't hate me, everything will be just fine, or maybe not so much, but yeah. I love the drama, oh my. Tom and Jesy!? Heck yeah!

Picture to the side:

"No. I need you, Tom. I need you to make me feel something, please"

"Jesy, I don't-"