it's a mess!

Trying

tanks:shakai yoooooo. you kl?
I just clocked I was deep in my thoughts
me:oh yh. u man still doing mcdeez
Ashley:naah dahts y were going round the corner
dis bitch bare trying to be sarcastic
me:don't try that sarcastic shit with me  I aint in the mood.
he just looked at me everyone carried on their convo. kinda pointless I just carried on walking till with a blank mind.

Jays pov;

I just keep thinking about chanel I love her she's just so different and special. ain't nothing like my ex girls.
and this bitch Olivia keeps ringing my phone. I blocked her but she always finds another way to get to me. I deleted her off everything she still tries. the reason why we broke up is cos she got pregnant and said the baby was mine but then I clocked it was some next yutes. then she did a DNA test but got rid cah it wasn't mine. it wasn't the boys that I thought it was. it was her brother's. YOUNGER brother which is in yr9.  wtf nasty skettel gyal. she don't even go school. ik I took her Virginity but after that she only gave me head. technically I didn't ask her out we just got closer we both was loyal.  well that's what I thought...after she started giving me head I found out she gave head to blackz. blackz out of all people oh wells. I ain't dealing with her .
it's just about chanel. I feel sorry for the nigga that got her now tbh...
anyways center starts at 10 & finishes at 2 so yh

chanels pov;
we all went Sainsbury got our shit and got to school for 8:25 . we took bare long on purpose cause Sainsbury is only 12 minutes away from school.

school was all dead , same old. but now I'm top of the class again. yaay. I ak listened and studied on my gcse courses. school was bare dead tho. apart from when Ashley got tripped up by shakai. I mean he dropped down gamma stairs rolling  and everything. Mr Harris was just there at the bottom looking him up and down, everyone was just creasing.   negl Ashley chats bare and shakai semi hated him. ik this since when we was going out. hella people clock that tho

anyways I was routing yard on my ones. I told them lots I feel weak. I ak really do. we was all supposed to be going kyla&aylas. but I feel maud up. pregnancy ain't a joke. as soon as I got home. I stripped and went in the shower. I put on a baggy long jumper then wore shorts underneath. and put on my blue Nike slippers
it was around 4 now I was just playing loud music through YouTube. I made my self a fruit salad I'm going to have a healthy baby yayy. then I blended pineapple strawberry apple raspberry pear white grapes red grapes and peach and made it homemade. I made it as smooth as I can but apparently the bits give u extra nutrition and vitamins so I didn't strain it.

wolftyla feels is my favorite jam rn. I put it on
I have been soul searching lately
you don't come round to me baby
lately it's u that's been switchin' up on me
like ocean waves under a full moon
can't even look in my eyes
always them verse me and mine
but really u wasteing my time
I was about u from 9 until 9
infatuated from killing my vibe
you called it love
I called it no trust
you called it real
I call it no us
funny how worthless
u made me feel
I know where my worth is
but right now , I only need me
I only need me
I only need me
I only need....
it's so easy for u to drink away problems
head in the cloud tryna' smoke ur way out it
it's like when summer is over you discard all thoughts of me
like you don't remember loving me
last reminisce
you always told me you were a rodie
dayone, a soul mate , a lover ,a homie
when she switch up and start tripping don't call me
cause I won't pick up
I won't pick up
say I won't pick up
I won't pick up
.................
you adore wasting time
u only wanna drink
you're inhaling these clouds just to forget about me
;that bit kinda gets to me. reminds me of a lot. right now I want some weed to bun. lol
then I hear loud knocking at my door I look through my spy hole. I ain't one of them people that just buss open the door. dem kinda ppl ain't got no sense. don't matter if you're expecting someone. anyways I see all my girls. they have bags and ting so they decide to crash at mine like seh I've asked my mum. plus they're gonna meet Darnel. damn. but fuck it. I'm a tell em.
I open the door and they barge me out the way and then Chantel has to go sit in my seat kmt-_- I shut the door and go in the front room and sit on the fluffy thick rug on the floor
me:erm y u lots here
shanay:facety eeeh. too Damn ungrateful. ur fren dem deh here an u warn be so stoosh. anno yuh open Di door
everyone was just creasing now I went to hug everyone.
chantel:so what we gonna do?
me:wait my mum don't know u lot are here yet
kyla:yea she does we called her and asked she said yh
me:ohk. well I have two things to tell u guys
all dem lots in unison: clean up anything u use and be respectful
they mimicked me. that's what I've been telling them since yr7 but it ain't that I wanna say.