Catch My heart

Part 5

Why, when something is finally starting to feel right, it turn out to be otherwise?

You had been wondering, this the whole night that you couldn't even take enough sleeping from thinking or more like blaming yourself... or him? A war exploded in your mind for more than 6 hours that your mind was tired to think anymore.

The fight of last night kept on repeating on its own in your memory, avoiding you from sleeping and even blink a second. Jungkook was finally there, around you. Arms holding you tightly only to say words that turned everything upside down. The mood was ruined and the night ended up fast.

Flashback

"I need you to answer this." Jungkook said, taking steps toward you as you walked backward until your back hit the wall. You made sure that there was an arm length between the two of you. "Why?"

"If I had known, I would have told you." You snapped. "I just used her story. That's it." Jungkook was putting so much pressure on you, like the inspector he was. You knew that Jungkook could sense the lie in your eyes. That you was hiding something. How could you tell him what you had done?

"You aren't being honest." Jungkook said, narrowing his eyes. "Y/N, How could I help you when are being like this? Do you even understand what you are in?"

"No. I don't want to understand."

"A brother? A sister? A boyfriend? Someone who loved Hyunah so much, only would do this" Jungkook said, you looked at him with hard eyes, knowing exactly who he was talking about. "And her brother and sister don't live here."

"Jungkook, don't come back and suspect Yugyeom." You said, slowly. The anger was rising slowly in you."He had always been here, for me, when you decided to end everything. I have no one but him. So, it can't be him. It would never be him" You saw the look in his eyes, they were filled with jealousy and regret.

Jungkook was Jealous that Yugyeom could gain so much trust from you, that you relayed so much on him. That he became your life instead of him. He regretted leaving you when he wanted to hold you so bad.

Leaving was the hardest decision he had ever made. He thought he was freeing you from his love, like this. He didn't want to be selfish and held onto you when most of the time he never was around you. It hurt him as it hurt you.

"He's not like you." you spat and you saw the hurt flashed in Jungkook's eyes. "He would never betray me!"

"Y/N." Jungkook said firmly, sending chills through your body. "I'm not talking to you as your ex, right now." The word ex hurt both, you and him. Like a sharp pain in the chest, because a while ago, it didn't seem like you were an ex. "I like to do my work well. So let me do it right."

The ache in your heart was real. You looked at Jungkook who returned your gaze with a stronger one. He turned into the cold one, the inspector. You were work for him and just a work. You had always been work. He would have never met you if it wasn't for this. The feelings that were among you, were gone a long time ago.

"Earlier..." You started, feeling your throat burning, but you couldn't cry. You wouldn't cry. "When you said that you were... wo-worried about me... You said you did because it was me, not work... are you changing your words now?"

You thought that the old Jungkook, your lover was back. You thought... but...

"Yeah." Your heart shattered. He was lying too, you saw it in his eyes. "If you aren't going to cooperate with me, then let's end this all..."

You stayed silent, just looking at him. Deep in your eyes you were screaming for him to stop his harsh words.

"... But I have to make sure you're okay. I will catch this stalker soon, this became so hard to continue." And like this, Jungkook walked outside of the door, closing it behind him with a bang.