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~ SIXTY TWO ~

1 month later​
Maggie's POV​

After finding Billie on the balcony I haven't stopped worrying about her and she clearly isn't herself anymore. Obviously it's about Reese and how they aren't together anymore but maybe they just need closure.​

I pull out my phone and contact Reese asking her to come over to just put closure on the situation. After some​
Convincing she finally agreed and is coming over on a flight in a couple of months.​

5 months later​
Billie's POV​

"That was so fucking good"I said with my breathing unevenly lying in bed fully naked.​

"You weren't too bad yourself Eilish"my boyfriend said. Yep you don't need to read it twice. MY BOYFRIEND. My management saw how sad I was and decided to put me into a PR relationship to try and cheer me up. Well that's what they said. If anything I just want to be in it for the sex. Nothing can take my mind from Reese apart from sex.​

No one apart my management knows about the relationship yet tho. I know I should tell my mom but I want to see it if it's gonna work out first. I don't want it to be like every relationship where you take them to meet you parents and then a month or so later they break up with you. Maybe I'll just give it a month or so and if we are still together I'll tell her but she doesn't know every hookup I have. This is all this is right now.​

Once I caught my breath and came down from my high I notice Dan ain't in here. After a couple of minutes I managed to stand up. Just. And walk around the house to try and find him.​

I know u might seem clingy but all I want rn is to cuddle in bed. Walking around the house I start where I think he is gonna be most and that's the basement. Where all his gaming setup is.​

Opening the door and peeking through I was right. He's sat at his desk play COD.​

"Baby I thought we could cuddle. Can we just lie in bed together for a bit?" I ask wrapping my arms around his shoulder resting my chin on his head.​

"Not rn Im playing COD with the boys. You can lie in bed tho." He said not once taking his eyes off the game so I walked out the room not saying anything. ​

Who am I kidding? Why did I think he would care that much to be intimate like that with me.​

I crawled back into the bed pulling the duvet over me and scrolled through TikTok trying not to compare him to Reese.​

I also have been getting texts from Liv and I've been tempted. By been tempted I mean I gave in and hooked up a couple of times but now that Reese isn't here and it's because of her I don't feel the same.​

After a while of going through TikTok Finn called asking me to come home for dinner.​

I got out of the bed and got dressed making sure it's everything i was wearing here. I go to the bathroom to make sure my hair looks ok when I saw my neck.​

Fuck. I told him not to make any marks I'm just gonna have to get concealer on the way home. I went back into the basement saying goodbye and went to my car driving to the nearest CVS.​

I pick a cheap $6 concealer in my shade, bought it bringing it back to the car and using the mirror to put it on.​

Eventually I covered it up without it looking cakey and started heading home. I pulled up to the house when it started to rain heavily. Walking up to the house I don't even bothering to knock on the door walking straight in i get greeted with Shark.​

"Hey boy" I say fussing him and then carrying on walking to the kitchen. That's when I saw her. The love of my life. The still love of my life. What the hell is she even doing her. I thought she never wanted to see me again. Maybe she changed her mind.​

"Reese babyyyy your back" I said practically running up to her to hug her.​

"Billie " she said standing there not hugging back almost tense.​

Once I got the message I pulled away from the hug and sat down opposite her.​

We sat there in silence. Looking up at eachother occasionally until we made eye contact and then looked away.​

"So Reese I made-. Oh hey Bil I wasn't expecting you for another hour or so" my mom said sounding anxious that I'm here.​

"I'm just Im just going to go to my room" I say walking away from the awkwardness at least for a while.