As i slow down i instantly put my hand on my belt getting my grasp on the tube of pepper spray while trying to catch my breath. Walking up to the car I still don't recognise it. Like at all. I can see 2 people in the front and 1 in the back. If the worst comes to worst I can just run.
I decide yknow I'm just going to jog pass it and just carry on heading to the spot but as I passed by i recognised a voice.
"Yo Reese"
I look back and see billie running to catch up with me. However she looked out of breath and struggling.
"My friends. Picked me up, You can just come with us.If you want" She said taking a deep breath after an every couple of words.
"Aight sounds cool"
Walking back to the car it's silent until she speaks up
"Res can you do me a favour"
"Yeah of course Bil anything"
"I Umm I need you to pretend to be my girlfriend while around my friends my ex is here and I want to make him see that I've moved on"
Instantly I can feel the speed of my heart beating like 4 times faster. I like billie. Like I mean I have since I met her. The way she looked at me just ugh. Anywayyy.
"I don't know Bil it-"
"Please Reese I'm begging you"
You know what why am I fighting. It's not like I haven't thought about being her girlfriend before. I don't say anything but I grab her hand telling her.
We get to the car and billie gets in first and then me in the back. I sit down putting my belt on and put my hand on her thigh. Before you say i mouthed if I could. Consent. Very important.
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So it's been a couple of hours now and we are currently at a party. I'm sitting on a sofa surrounded by bils friends with her on my lap drunk.
When we got here she instantly went into the kitchen and got multiple drinks giving me one. I'm not gonna lie but today I realised how real gay panic is. Like the way she has her hand around me and every now and then she puts her face into me neck.
Yes she's 16 and technically it's illegal for her to be drinking but I couldn't stop her. Plus I've been drinking since the ripe age of 12. What it's a British legacy. I'm not an alcoholic.
"Reese I need to peee" billie yells into my ear slurring her words.
"Alright babe I'll come help you" I stand up helping her walk to the bathroom making sure she doesn't fall.
On the way back someone catches my eye. I don't know them but the vibe is really strong. Like I'm talking about suspicious vibes. I make sure she's sat on my lap comfortably. I'm not taking my sight off her the rest of the night.
She's been having fun. Joking, flirting, laughing but I can't help being tense. I feel like someone is constantly watching us and I don't know what to do.
Like yeah obviously I will be willing to put my life on the line as long as billie is safe but what if it happens when I least expect it. When I'm sleeping or when I'm in the bathroom.
"Babe? I've been calling you"
"Sorry, It's really loud all of a sudden"
"He's here" billie whispered into my ear "can I kiss you"
"Uh sure" I say thinking it will be a peck but no it turns more and more heated.
Billie climbs into my lap and start creating friction the longer the kiss is lasting. This really isn't helping the situation of me liking her.
A couple of people come over talking to the group but I don't see faces. After a while we breakaway breathing heavily. Her lips all puffy. We don't say a word she leans on my shoulder lightly kissing my neck.
This girl is going to get me into trouble I swear.
"You wanna go home love?" I ask
"Hmm"
"Ill carry to the uber alright"
After saying goodbye to everyone we've been hanging around with as soon as i leave with billie bridal style in my arms like it was scripted the uber pulled up ready to drive us home.
We get to bils house and i let myself in with my own key. Carrying her and putting her to bed throwing the blanket over her. Luckily she was wearing in comfy clothes so i didnt have to worry about waking her up to get changed.
Just as i was leaving my name was called
"Reese"
"Yeah bil" i say walking back over to her in an attempt to make her lower her voice but it doesnt work.
"Can you stay please" she asks attaching herself to my arm.
"Of course bil ill be back now one second"
I run down stairs and get tyenol and water for when she wakes up and put it on the bedside table.
Getting in the bed next to her. Her arms attach around my waist making sure i dont move. Is this what heaven is life because if so it feels good. Leaving that being that last thought of the night.
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Everyone is asleep but that doesnt mean that there is no noise in the house.
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The screen of Reese's phone lit up
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The screen of billie's phone lit up
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Even though they are sleeping peaceful it doesnt mean it will last long. The games have only just began.
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FanfictionDon't get me wrong it won't always be like this. Billie is slowly coming around to terms with being in the public view. But maybe what she doesn't realise is what happens to the love ones around her.
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