A Story That Ended | Poetry

a story that ended

i was unbothered... by you
your whole existence... felt not true

you were not my type
not even close to my trip

remember then?
i was caught up with some other "thing."

you came
lured me in
not against my intentions
willingly,
this is where we begin

like starlight
you suddenly caught my sight

from "i don't care"...
To my holy affection,"i declare"

this is what you became:
in my domain and extension
you claimed your fame

day after day...
i became your captive
engulfed by your love,
though that was never the objective
maybe the tense of my emotions made you feel something subjective
turning tables,
there were you,
caving into your shell,
being protective

i won't deny
that was authentic

felt more serious
maybe not for you
but for my subconscious

just right when you became my globe
i found myself vanishing in a loop...
even trying to slope...
didn't work for me
believe me
i tried it in troops

and God, that distance

you kept saying, "it's you"
that you were accustomed to avoidance
you can't give more,
you don't have abundance

consumed by all that,
alone and insecure...
appeared the arms of another, to reassure

you claimed I always wanted more
but me?
i just wanted to be in your core

it's okay, I take the blame...
for longing,
for you,
to reciprocate the same
but you know what? I won't carry the shame

for looking for a shelter,
a sanctuary...
to save me from your emotions' boundary