"Between Our Keys And Strings" ☑️ [2Min ❤️]

3².

Being friends with Minho wouldn't be a great deal -- or it was what he had thought.

While taking his hand to shake for being friends he didn't knew what else he was going to face.

Because Minho is different.

He wasn't ready for the extreme clinginess.

He wasn't ready to see him everyday at his restaurant with Jeongin's teasing glance included without tax.

He wasn't ready for their motorbike rides from the class to his home.

He wasn't ready for Minho being his mother's and brother's super man -- who gives them free deliveries of whatever they want.

He wasn't ready for all the "boyfriends goals" type teasing from class members.

He wasn't ready for anything.

But was he complaining?

Maybe not.

He might not be ready for this, but he maybe wanted this.

The attention, bias-ness of Minho towards him is what he wanted . . maybe needed.

Moreover MinHo is very respectful. He may hold him in unwanted times, say unexpected things for their friendly relation,but he would always ask for his opinion for anything he would do.

He makes Seungmin believe that he is special, unique, 'most- deserving- but not -getting -deserved -enough', sunshine in a dark room.

Seungmin feels overwhelmed by all this emotions. And maybe he feels something else too. . . he quiet can't name it but he is feeling wierd now that he is dealing with Minho's behaviour for over a month - being friends.

Maybe love?

He doesn't need to feel, it but also he wants to feel it.

He is aware of his feelings. But he doesn't want to admit he knows it. He doesn't want to recognize -- the way Minho would always bring all the things he needed for the restaurant ( ofcourse he was CEO afterall, he could manage) and won't ask in return. How in late nights when Seungmin feels bored(or rather fed up of the people his house) and Minho would come all way at 2pm on his bike (even though he has 10 + luxurious cars) and would stop at his window and horn for him to come down and go for a coffee date.

How he would always rush at the door to carry his heavy piano bag when he entered the class.How he would always tell him how precious he is(cause he is) when he felt down and a burden. How he would always tell him that he likes him(never really told in which way).

He want to ignore these all signs but him being love deprived, he couldn't. He liked what he was recognizing.

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You all would not believe me when I say that I fell in one of the love plots in dramas -- love at first sight with Seungmin. But I do, cause I did. And this is the best thing that happened to me. I would thank lord a millions to create a beautiful thing called Kim Seungmin -- aka my small little puppy crush. Honestly he is my first friend. Obviously I had many friends in my life earlier before Seungmin's arrival. But with them I was just . . . there. Just existing. They were sh*t.

Gossiping, showing off the wealth(they don't own)thinking they are the kings/queens (which they are definitely not)
In all they were nightmares for me.

But when I joined the music class, my first day and this small puppy entered with pupils shaking and mind blank -- looking like lost puppy. Like deer caught in headlights.

And then him -- at introduction part he came to me and said his beautiful name (just like him) and his smile. . only towards me even when hyunjin and changbin had already said their names. I couldn't help but fall deeper. For the first I saw myself -- in his eyes.

He doesn't know how precious he is.

He doesn't know that he is not overweight but as light as my guitar.

He doesn't know how utterly beautiful his smile is.

He doesn't know how people send admiring glances when he just exists.( I am very jealous)

He doesn't know how his small soft gestures and kind words make a person's day.

He doesn't know anything.

That's what makes him more beautiful.

That's what makes me love him.more -- each Second.

You don't know you are so beautiful.
So precious, so special. Not just because of your divine beauty, but because who you are.

You are perfect Kim Seungmin.

You may know, but I will let you.

I will chatter this infinite times like a mantra on how precious you are.

You should know.

And I will let you know.

Cause that's what you are.

And that's how I love you, and will love you.

Cause you have build your home in my heart -- that I wouldn't trade for anything.

I know this chp feels rushed from previous one and it indeed is. Cause my college will start soon so I will ne completely inactive.

So I posted today to ask should I complete the story (even if it feels rushed or keep it discontinued?)

Happy Reading ❤️.