shooting star ( an o2l fan fiction)

visitors

The past two days I haven't gone out of my room, to some people it seems like I'm over reacting but here's the thing, after I came out to New York, everything hit me like a train, JC and I will never be the same, Ricky won't even talk to me, Emma is dating my brother, I don't do YouTube videos anymore. I honestly think the only good thing that has happened was that I'm getting signed to a record label and did I forget to mention that I got diagnosed with depression? And that's my problem if I see them..I don't know what I'll do.

"You can get in the shower now." Chris said walking out of my bathroom

"Why were you even in my shower?" I asked getting my phone off the charger

"Because I like your shower better than mine." He said getting all his stuff

"You do realize that the gust room down the hall has the same shower." I said

"Yea but your bathroom has Bluetooth speaker." He said

"Oh okay." I said walking into the bathroom

*after shower*

"I like that outfit now let's go" Crawford said

I was wearing a drug rug and legging with tan uggs and my hair was up in a messy bun

"Im not going." I said sitting on my bed

"Why not?" Chris asked walking into my room

"Because." I said

" why do u always gotta be so stubborn?" Crawford said walking out of my room

I just ignored him and watched TV

" can u at least eat." Chris asked

"No."

Here's the thing when Crawford told me they were coming my anxiety pretty much took over my body which makes me not eat and gets me all depressed so in other words I sit in my room and watch movies all day and sleep and if any of them think I'm gonna change because their here then they're wrong them coming here is not gonna help with any of this.

"We're home!" I heard chris yell up the stairs

That just made me turn my music up louder

I'm not down there..I'm staying right here in my room with the door locked and my music as loud as it can get cuddling with 17 kittens

"Carter unlock the door." Crawford said

"Yes babe?" I said opening the door

"Come down...please."

"Fine." I said

Now trust me I was gonna say no..that was my plan but Crawford looked stressed enough.

"Hey carter." Kian said looking at me

I just smiled and waved, yea yea it was kind of mean but I felt that if I would open my mouth I would just burst out crying.. So I didn't

" do you want some tacos?" Austin said handing me one, I just shook my head

"Carter their your favorite food eat some." Ricky said, just like I did before I shook my head

"Carter? What's wrong just eat one" JC said looking at me confused

"I SAID I DIDNT WANT ANY NOW JUST STOP ASKING" I yelled while running up the stairs

*jc's POV*

"Guys carter doesn't eat." Chris said

"What do u mean she doesn't eat ? I asked

"After she moved here she got diagnosed with depression and when something that makes her nervouse or upset happens...she doesn't eat." Crawford said looking stressed

"Or worse." Anthony said looking at his plate

"And by worse?" Ricky said

"Well she doesn't do that anymore." Chris said looking at Anthony

"But she did and you never know ." anthony said

"Do what?" I asked

"Cut" they all said looking at me