||That's That||

• • • • •CHAPTER 1 'regret'• • • • •

| • | ~ Johnnie's POV: ~ | • |

It was 5pm, tara's party started at 6. I was in Jake's room getting ready, he had a vanity. I was leaned over doing my makeup in his mirror. He'd walk up behind me smacking my ass as a joke. We were doing a live stream for twitch... And he recorded that. The chat in my stream was spaming "JXJ". I turned around to Jake and couldn't help but slightly grin. He knew I was gay but he didn't care about that when he touched me like that. He only did so in camera so not like it was a lot.

" Heyyyy Johnnie " he'd smirk at me through the mirror as I went back to my make up.

" What's up? " I'd smile back

" well I sorta needed my mirror to do my own make up. Do you mind maybe sitting down? "

" Sure! Let me move my phone over so you can set yours down " He'd set down His phone next to mine,

" guys don't go crazy.. " he said before sitting down on my lap. I initially FTFO which means FLIPPED THE FUCK OUT and so did the chat

" JAKE?!! "

" hmm? " he say doing his own make up. Me sorta frozen in place.

My arms were slightly back up in the air and I was shocked. I didn't know what to say. My best friend just sat on my lap. I think I'm gonna die. Just as that happened scuff walked in. He's stared for a moment in about the same shock as me.

" Jake- are you.... You know... Uhm... It's like 5:20 so don't go gettin' it on in here. I kinda wanna go to that party... It's open bar- " He 'd hand Jake two shots only because he didn't want me to spill mine.

Jake would get up so we could take shots and sit right back where he was. He was this time sorta grinding on my lap. I don't think chat knew but he knew what he was doing. Risky move... He's stand up again pulling me up with him out of frame.

" Remember "I'm just joking" , ' kay? " he said sitting back down pulling me into him.

I wasn't hard so... It's be fine.. Not that hard... He's also not hard, I think. Scuff came in telling us it was 5:40 and he said sam and colby were picking us up. Jake would go to stand and I was too caught up in the past events... why did he put air routes around 'just kidding'... And why-

" AHH- " i slightly screamed before Jake covered my mouth. He'd thrown me over his shoulder and walked down the stairs. I now had a noticeable boner- hopefully he didn't feel that- we'd walk outside seeing sam and colby and we'd pile into the backseat. When we made it to Tara's party the music was loud and Jake was somehow even louder. He was so excited it wasn't even funny. 'he's so hot this way...' WHAT NO! What am i thinking!??! I'm NOT attracted to him like that! He's strait. I'm gay.

When we walked in scuff disappeared to a group of friends later saying he was taking a ride home with them at the end of the night. Me and Jake went to the open bar and drank our hearts out. Later we sat on a balcony so I could smoke a cig.

" Johnnie... " He said playing with my lighter

" Jake? " I say taking a hit

" you down for a kiss , you know for a joke on CJ 's stream? Just for the bit."

" uh- sure? " I said finishing the cig and grabbing my lighter away from him who was putting his finger through the flame.

" sick " he said quietly

" uhmm wanna go drink a bit more.. I don't wanna remember this... "

" yeah, me niether. " he said walking inside

We would drink a few more drink till JC came over with a cam. He pointed it at us and handed me a cig. Jake snatched it saying

" We're bad boys"

J.C reciprocated saying "yeah real bad, bad boys"

Jake on the blew smoke in the cam

" Kiss me baby! Kiss me!! " he said pretending to kiss the cam. J.C. Pointed the camera away at some other dudes. Jake have me a look and knew what it ment. He pointed it back at us. And as he did Jake started.

" wanna see something gay? " Jake asked taking the lead

"Huh??! " Jc said not hearing jake

" Wanna see something gay? ?! " Jake yelled

" Sure? " Jc questioned

Jake pulled me in cupping my cheeks kissing me. We stayed like that for a few moments before he pulled away. I wanted to kiss him again but I just grabbed his shoulders and played it off as a shoulder squeeze. Other people were around and to them it was just a hoke... For the bit... Eyes pierced my soul, Jake mouthed later and walked i away content. I went back to the balcony and lit a cig.

" WHAT THE ACTUALL FUCK WAS THAT ABOUT " Tara comes screaming.. She was obvi drunk bc while I was walking out she was dancing in a table. She saw it though. She was going to grab my cig but I pulled it away.

" I kissed jake? " I say question why she even asked

" I KNOW DIP-SHIT, BUT WHY?! "

" Because he's hot "

Regret sinks in as I said the last word.. I'm fucked.. And it's not by jake..

(W.C: 957)