Friends don't kill friends(Creepypasta fanfiction)

I don't want to be alone

I cried until I ran out of tears.
Liu hadn't followed me. He was making sure that BEN didn't do anything stupid but what about me? What if I did something stupid?
-----(Trigger warning:self harm)--------
I glanced over at Jeff and EJ, they were both sound asleep.
I crept towards the side table add grabbed Jeff's knife.
I crawled back into my bed and sat with my back to them and looked at the knife.
I've caused others pain but never myself.
I put it to my wrist and pulled it across, watching the red liquid flow out of me.
I giggled and made another cut and then another.
I didn't stop until I heard one of the boys stir.
I looked back to see Jeff sit up and rub his eyes.
I looked at my arm and gasped.
He'd see it....
My bed was covered in blood too.....
I pulled my covers over me and pretended to be asleep.
Jeff got up and walked right past me. I guess he didn't see.
I sat up and pulled on my hood so my arm was hidden and then I took the sheets off my bed. I'd burn them later.
Slenderman has plenty of extra sheets laying around.
I giggled. Now I had a secret that no one knows. And I don't feel alone, I have one friend and even though it hurts me it's there for me.