hatred or forgiveness?

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Song for this chapter

I need your love by ellie Goulding

Justins POV

Liam and i never left the ward and Zayn made sure he visited everyday. I don't know why he visited so often but my mind had come to the conclusion that Summer and him became good friends after that trip he took her on.

Zayn came everyday and gave Summer a little speech about not giving up and to stay for the people she loves and who loves her. He mentioned something about Madison being mad but I never really took nte because I would be constantly praying, asking God to help Summer through this tough time.

I would go to Summer and tell her that she is a fighter and she can survive this because we are all here for her.

It's been 3 days and i haven't told the girls yet but they have started to get curious but I didn't think it was time yet.

I don't know if zayn told Madison but I really hope he did because Madison is Summer's best friend and right Summer needs love around her.

It was round about 11:15 and zayn would be coming soon. At my prediction zayn came walking in. He smiled at me and i left.

Liam was fast asleep so I left him there on the chair next to the bed.

Zayns POV

Summer looked so peaceful laying there and looking beautiful as always. Her pale white skin and get light pink lips with those blue eyes shut close melted my heart.

I say down and took her hand. "hey there beautiful, how you doing "I smiled. I really hope she could hear me but the biggest pay off hope I had was her waking up and jumping into my arms declaring her love to me. But. That wasn't happening.

"Madisons still mad at me but shes least of my worries right now. Now I need you to fight Summer... To fight and be strong please "I whispered and pleaded.

I waited a few seconds hoping for a reply even just a little squeal. ANYTHING.

I sat there for a few minutes and went to get Justin. I kissed her forhead and left.

"I'm leaving early today "I told Justin.

"wait, before you leave... "Justin walked towards me.

"Can you go and get Madison "he asked me

"uhm Justin you see Madison isn't talking to me "I said bringing back memories of that night she found out and our big fight.

"But zayn "he said tears filling his eyes

"Justin, she won't listen to me "I told him

"but Summer needs her right now, please... Somehow Summer feels happy around you and if you bring Madison maybe she will wake up so zayn please try "he pleaded

"but "I said

"Maybe I could come with to get Madison because I think we friends now "

I could feel my body language turning angry because I just wanted to bash his face. My fist clunched but I could control myself. I told myself that summer wouldn't want this.

"o-okay"I said.

Justin went inside to Summer and we left

Madisons POV

I had a brake and i went to my room to relax. I sat on my bed wondering where zayn keeps rising of every morning. But the main thought dominating my mind was he probably went off to see that lying, back stabing,hoe Summer. I never felt so much hate for people but something kept telling me.she's your best friend and she wouldn't do this if she never loved him that much.I didn't want to listen to this voice in my head because Zayn is a laying scumbag and Summer is a back stabing bitch.

My mom taught me to love and not to hate but my hatred is growing stronger for those two people i despise.My heart can't take this hate but I can't help to feel it.I never felt hate for Summer or Zayn and my heart denies the hate i feel for Summer. I don't know why I still hate Zayn but it's like Summer deserves forgiveness.

I heard a knock on my door

"go away i want to be alone please "I said not knowing who stood behind my hand carved brown door.

"Maybe of you knew who it wad you would let me in "answered a deep raspy voice.

"Justin?"I asked in disbelieve.

"Yes, now stop being a bad hostess and let me in "he joked.

I jumped out of bed and looked at myself in the mirror seeing if I look fine and i was satisfied.

I opened the door and there stood a beautiful young man but with red sleepy eyes. I frowned at the sight of his eyes.

"hey "he smiled

"hey, come in "I said.

I closed the door behind us and Justin say down on my bed.

"Madison "Justins eyes filled with tears.

Justin you okay? "I asked

"she might die Madison"Justin began crying

"Who? "I said and say next to him. I put my arm around him and i literally felt my heart beating faster and faster.

"Summer "he wailed

Summer. When he said her man I was expecting disappointment and disgust to fill my body but surprisingly sadness filed my body.

"What? "

"she had a heart attack and is in a comma... She might not love Madison "he said

The tears began falling from my eyes aswell.

"No"I said on disbelieve.

Justin stood up and wiped his tears. "Maddy "he said.

"come with Zayn and i back to my Mansion so see Summer"he said and wiped my tears

I didnt know if I could be in the same car with Zayn or Summer but Justin seemed like he really wanted to and somehow in feeling pity and somehow like i want to forgive Summer.

"What do you say? "he asked me.

"Justin, you see "

He took my hand and looked into my eyes."I know you not talking to zayn but she is your best friend and I know she needs you right now and... "Justin turned red and looked away. "I-i need you"

A/N woooooooaaahhh!!! I need you!omg Does Justin have feelings for Madison? Or is he faking to get Madison to go idk!

Sorry for mistakes :)

Thanks loveys :)

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