I won't give in. (Denis Shaforostov, Asking Alexandria)[NOT EDITED]

12. I used to have a best friend...

Nova-

It was my last day with the boys o tour before I left to start recording my album.

Denis and I had been spending every moment possible together, but when I couldn't be with him I was busy training the new tour manager.

I was excited about my album, but also really stressed.

I was cuddled up to Denis's side in the lounge while the rest of the guys were at the bar.

"I'm going to miss you." I bit my lip.

"I'm going to miss you more." He kissed my cheek.

I sighed.

I didn't want to be away from Denis, because a few days ago I realized that I was in love with him.

I hadn't told him yet. There was no perfect time.

He had opted out of drinking tonight so he could drive me to the airport. We were leaving when the rest of the boys returned.

I turned to Denis and kissed him, hooking my fingers into his long hair.

He smiled and immediately responded to me.

Gradually our kisses got more intense.

Denis began to kiss my neck, making me let out little moans as he did.

I removed his shirt and he backed away.

"I can't do this." He tried to catch his breath.

"Why not?" I asked, I felt hurt, rejected.

"Because I want my first time with you to be special, and not in a bus where four drunken lads can come in at any point." He kissed the tip of my nose.

I nodded, looking away.

"What's bothering you love?" He asked.

"I don't want to be away from you for this long." I bit my lip.

"Nova If you are worried about me cheating, I can guarantee that I only have eyes for you." He reassured me.

"I'm not worried about that." I sighed. "What if you meet someone better?"

"There's nobody better than you." He bit his lip. "I love you Nova."

He loved me.

Denis loved me.

I pulled him into a kiss, smiling into it.

Denis loved me.

We were broken apart by the guys walking into the room.

"You ready to go Nova?" James asked.

"As ready as I'll ever be." I sighed.

We all piled into a taxi and were silent on the way to the airport.

I could tell that they were sad. Thy were never this quiet.

We reached the airport and somehow they were all able to get gate passes

We made our way through security, and walked to the gate where we began saying goodbye.

"It's not gonna be the same without you." James said as he hugged me.

"I'll see you in two weeks." I said.

"I'll miss you fixing my guitar." Cameron said as he hugged me.

"And my bass. What will we do without you?" Sam asked.

Then it was Ben's turn.

He stepped up and hugged me, a tear rolling down his cheek.

"Take care Nova. I love you." He said shakily.

"I love you too big brother." I whispered.

He turned away before I could see him cry.

Denis was last.

He stepped up and pulled me to his chest.

"I love you." I whispered.

"I love you." He said at the same time.

He smiled. I had never said I love you to Denis.

"Gosh I love those words coming from you." He smiled.

"Get used to hearing them a lot." I smiled.

"Move in with me." He said suddenly.

"What?" I asked, surprised.

"Come to Ukraine with me after tour ends and move in with me." He smiled.

"I would love that." I smiled.

"Great." He said, his face lighting up.

We then both realized that this was goodbye.

He pulled me into a sweet kiss, holding my hands.

He quickly kissed my forehead.

"I love you." He said.

"I love you." I whispered.

He let my hands go and backed away.

I could see his eyes watering a bit as he stepped away.

"Go kick some ass Love." He said, blowing me a kiss as I entered the loading dock, waving goodbye to my five best friends.

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A/N: I'm so sorry for not updating yesterday, and for this being so short. I had difficulty writing this because it's a transition chapter to move to the next part of the story. Thanks for your patience with me. I'm starting a new story also, so that slows updates on this a bit as well.