Beyonce Knowles
When I got into the house it was quiet and no lights were on. I honestly became scared of the silence so I walked with blu to the room and closed the door.
Blu: Mommy can I watch cartoons?
Bey: sure baby after you take your bathe and get into your pajamas which ones you want to wear?
Blu: um my sponge bob pajamas!
Bey: Awee I wanted to wear those can I wear them just for one night please
Blu: nope get your own
I searched in the suitcases of clothes. I really need to organize all these clothes in the closet and drawers one day. Once I found them I went to start her bath water.
Bet: blu come here!
I stop the water and put her toys in the water before taking her clothes and she jumped in the tub wetting the floor and me. I cleaned up the water and sat on the toilet.
Blu: mommy why was daddy acting so mean to us today? I thought he love us?
Bey: I thought so too baby I guess not everyone who say they love you actually dont sometimes
Blu: but why?
Bey: I honestly dont know baby thats just how it is I guess but you to young to understand okay just know mommy will always love you no matter what
Blu: I love you to mommy forever
I smiled and watched her play with her toys for a while. She was my pride and joy but I feel bad to say that I almost aborted her when I was six months along with jay in my one ear complaining about how he was not ready for kids and my family in the other telling me I was not ready put me into deep depression and almost lost her.
Blu: mommy mommy!!
Bey: yes baby?
