Negan x reader grrr

Got my shoe didn't get me

"Got my shoe, didn't get me" Evelyn chuckled at what was written on the door, seperating them from a suspiciously calm room. It was only me and my friend since forever, Evelyn, a strong woman, who was sexy as hell, confident, and never complaining. Both of us agreed on the fact that we were very lucky to have each other. Before, there was my older brother too, but he vanished in the night a few days ago, maybe two weeks. I was sure that he didn't run away, he wouldn't. We were really close and he considered Evelyn as a sister as much as me. One evening, the three of us were around a little campfire  -so that we don't attract even more deads- and the next thing I know the morning I found myself looking at his empty sleeping bag without a note or anything. Evelyn suggested that we should wait for him. We did. But when the sun began rising again I knew we had to act. It's always been the three of us, and it's not now that it will change. So we've been on the road looking for him hoping, knowing, that I will find him alive and well.

I nodded at her quickly smiling, knocking on the door loudly. Hearing moans from the other side. "Only one" I mouthed to her. She nodded and got her knife ready. I looked at her for approval, when she nodded I opened the door, the walker stumbled out of the room, I grabbed it from behind while she thrusted her knife into its head. We high fived before entering the room, searching for more supplies. "Y/n" Evelyn called out for me quietly, I turned around, and saw a shoe, not that big, more likely for a teen or a kid. "It was just a kid..." She stated sadly, looking deep in thought.

 I shrugged. "Could be a dwarf." She huffed out a laugh. "Either way they got out alive so good for them right?" I added.

"Yeah alive and barefoot" We both laughed briefly and got back to scavenging.

"I didn't find anything interesting" I said from the porch, putting kitchen knives into my bag. Evelyn appeared in the doorway grinning from ear to ear with her hands behind her back. I smiled looking up at her suspiciously. "What do you have behind your back, Eve?" She made a confused face and retorted nonchalantly. "Behind my back? Well nothing, there's my hands that's it." I tried to reach behind her. "Come on tell me!" I said excitedly. "Wich hand?" "Right" And she showed me two chocolate bars, I gasped.   "Duuude, It's been so long since I've even seen one!" I exclaimed as I snatched one of the bars. We both sat on the porch quietly enjoying the rare taste of chocolate, wich didn't really keep its taste but it still was a big pleasure and a special moment.

 "Thank you for sharing" I thanked her after having eaten in silence with a smile on our faces. "My pleasure, Y/n" She rested back on her elbows, taking in the sun. "I have to get my perfect tan for my summer body" She smiled with her closed eyes. However I didn't have the same idea and stood up with a grandpa-like grunt to which Eve scoffed. "We should get going, come on up." I gave her a hand which she eagerly took and got up. "North?" She asked "North".

Hank, my brother, is older than me and had some weird friends, before the world went nuts, he had some problems with them, saying that to have them as friends he was ready to do anything but one time it went too far for him and he stopped, since that, they always frowned upon him. That was before it all started. One night, when the three of us had cleaned up a place from any walkers for the night, he confessed that he had seen them heading north and we had to avoid their way. Now me and Evelyn were heading there, because my guess was that they wanted their revenge on him. Why didn't they get me and Eve too? That I don't know. But what I know is that nobody else would just kidnapp one person out of three, nor would Hank want to run away.

So here we were, my bestfriend and I heading right towards danger, without any good gear, blinded by rage that I hid deep in my soul, anger wouldn't help one bit until I actually find him. Killing these people won't be a problem for me. It wasn't a pleasure of course but when needed to survive then I would shoot or stab without any second thoughts. I had already killed for survival, but it were animals, for food, humans were somewhat the same thing, I just won't eat them.

Evelyn nudged me in the ribs, unchaining me from my thoughts. I looked at her with confusion. "You're still here?" She said looking right through my eyes, to see the truth. 

"Yeah. Did I miss something?" I answered briefly, looking around as we carried on walking.

"Don't let it get to your head too much y/n, I know it's difficult, but we got to keep going." She told me. I knew her way of thinking now, she won't tell me that everything is going to be okay, or that we'll find him and that he's fine. Because she doesn't know, and she doesn't want to spit empty, useless promises. And it's better this way, we have to stay in the hard reality, stay focused. "But yeah you missed something." She added as she saw me slowly locking myself back in my mind. I looked up at her questioningly, and raised an eyebrow. "Just there..." She pointed her finger near a random tree. We both stared at the tree. She then grabbed my shoulder somewhat violently friendly. Then proceed to whisper-shout "There was a fucking unicorn!" She shook my shoulders.

"Shut up" I scoffed and directing my gaze back to my shoes. "Remember when you thought you really saw one?" I smiled up at her.

"Yeah... Turns out it was just a goat with one horn..." We both laughed quietly. She lightly pushed my shoulder. "Stop I was so heartbroken when I discovered her poop wasn't sparkling purple..." 

"'Her?' wait did you watch it poops?" She hid her face in her hands in shame and I couldn't hold back my laughter anymore.

"We were 5!" She mumbled her excuse in her hands, still laughing.

The night came by pretty quickly as we laughed all day long. It nearly felt normal. We set up what we needed to sleep and decided on skipping dinner.

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SOOOO first story for me!

If there is any mistakes please tell me and sorry english is not my first language.

Also Negan is going to appear later but for now I want you to get attached to my lovelyyyy characters.

Please tell me if it's too long, too short or great. Thank you.