Swooning again

Yapping of him

I feel like a mix of open but closed. Like I feel like I've run out of things to tell him because I've told him all he "needs" to know about me. Like of course there's dozens of things I could tell him but some of those things are more of a best friend conversation and not a boyfriend conversation. I love him, so I shouldn't feel like I need to keep secrets but it's not like I'm keeping them because they're bad, I keep them because I just don't think he's the person that needs to hear them. We talk so much, like I spend my time texting him and yapping at him when I see him. It's crazy, we are both such yappers which makes us seem like a great match because we can honestly just yap for so long and not even realize. I was at his house the other day, and I swear it was the cutest shit. We were sitting on the couch, and I'm a big cuddler and physical touch person, but we've not really gotten into that yet. He finally leans over and puts his arm around me, which honestly was so cute, and I felt so loved and comforted. Then we just keep talking, mostly about how nervous he was to do that, and everything else. He likes to share how he feels around me which is so honoring because I know he's being truthful. Like when he's nervous or anxious about doing something or thinking of how to make a move he tells me. The same day sitting on the couch, he says that he's trying to come up with a way to say something, and he never got to saying it. And then later in the car when he was dropping me off, he turns to me and says that he finally decided to say what he was trying to figure out earlier. And I kid you not this man said, "Do you want to kiss?". It was the cutest shit I swear, I was giggling and obviously said yes. He makes me feel so special and loved, which makes me know he's really in this, not just playing around with me because he can. He's that special kind of sweet and funny, but also meaningful and caring. I'm worried about sharing some stories, but I know he's always on my side. The feelings I have can be resolved and everything is going to be okay.