The moment he put the collar on her neck, she's bound to obey him. She tried her best to be a good sub. She tried her best to read her master.
Nervousness, pain, unexpected things happened caused her to disobey her master. She can't tolerate the pain much but as a sub, she didnt want to disappoint her master. She wants to make her master happy but her body and mind cant do the same. She was reminded that she's not obligated to please him but she still want to try to obey.
Her master was intimidating. His dom aura was there but he seems to let her slacked off a lot. She wanted him to at least at least use her to satisfy himself.
However, few things turned her off but she hid it from his master, didn't want to disappoint him. Master was already doing great. She tried her best but she knew really well she's not meant to be a good sub although she wanted it. She saw her master turned off reactions. Thus, giving up and comparing was her only escape route to not feeling more downgraded.
