My favorite vocaloid english covers

Name of the sin (Oktavia)

When the goddess of fortune transfixed her eyes upon young me
She said what a cute baby, a prime gift for the universe
Yes she's the one, I'll entertain myself and have some fun
She'll bear a grim curse

You call my life, long live the fates, it's everything or more

With an underfed body, thinning long hair and gloomy eyes
Anyone who sees my face will only treat me with despise
A monster girl, she's a demon, go back to your own world
You'll never be human

Even if it's sad, I won't concede, I'll pretend because
If I acknowledge how my heart breaks
then the tears will surely never end

When the night falls, I often find myself left with thoughts adrift
If I had one wish, I'd ask the stars to give me a friend who'd never leave
One day, I could say that living is a wonderful gift
Up to that day, I'll keep telling myself that until I believe
You call my life, praise the fates

Asking a simple question, why is it you seem to hate mice
They roll their eyes and laugh back, because they're dirty worthless things
That's your reply, your reason why, then answer this for me
The boy who cannot see

With the way you are blinded by malice and hostility
I wonder, can you really say the mouse is the one dirty
They retreat back from his attack, the boy goes on to say
Leave her and go away

Overcome by his words, I can't help wondering, tell me
If this is what it means to be happy then why are my tears overflowing

If I want to be one of them, treated with love, not disdain
Then an everyday and pretty girl is the person I would have to be
Knowing I can't be that, even for you, brings me pain
Will somebody tell me a reason why that I have to be me

You're such a kind hearted and good natured girl
Yet you blame yourself for things you can't control
I want to comfort you, your hand I want to hold
So sleep for another hour, I've brought you a white lily flower
I'll leave it right here, maybe this will show you my feelings

Soon you will see, even if you don't
think so, I'm always listening
You call my life, long live the fates

Soon the goddess saw the boy was the only one not repelled
If you knew what she looked like, would this girl you still idolize
Saying those words, she cast one more spell
And the boy who was blind could now see through his eyes

Now she had just one job left and turning to the white lily
She turned the demure flower into a dark monstrosity
Wake up my girl, would you look here, that boy brought you a gift
Accept it now my dear

Ah, this feeling of joy I'm so ashamed of because
Somebody like me isn't worthy of the miracle of falling in love

Would this world be a much better place if I were never born
You cry out, please don't shed anymore
tears, I promise I'll always be here
I'll stay by your side until the day we die, I vow
Don't dream of changing yourself, I already love the girl you are
So do you see it now

Almost like magic, it seems the
nightmare transformed into a dream