Jigsaw puzzle (Meltberry)

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Lose, profit, order, with every worry gives distress
Left and right are now seemed to be sacrifice
This hollow hold void started to look like a jigsaw, it's a puzzle piece

Holding her hands tightly for the reason that
They will never leave me, they will never leave me dead
Cut, copy, paste together but something doesn't fit right inside my heart

No not enough, no not enough
No not enough so I'll end up having nothing
Kindness's a part, I'm lacking further
Slowly the fragments disappeared and never spared

Zig zag, going to put myself up
From this feeling of apathy that makes me dizzy
Questioning myself, why can't I smile
Why can't I smile, just tell me why

Every little graze has turned to shred
Attempting to create a heart shaped puzzle
But the puzzle piece will never fit
Love, no I know it's not enough, jigsaw

Loss, error, dead end, drama, flee recurred act
Discovering what are similarities, burying the meaning of the words
Failures taken tied together, me and myself remaining just the same
Quietly waiting for your return, hoping for you to hold me

Each day I want to show them I'm functional
Colors I tried mixing up to be mutual
But they invaded and didn't want to unite
Because of that, I'm now stained and transparent

Pain, joy, my fading memories
Love, hate shines like it's my desire
Jealousy, encore my misery
Pretend I can't see
Please tell me where I messed up
Just tell me where I messed up
Somehow, I know I messed up
Cause everything seems just like

Isn't enough, still isn't enough
Fill the measuring cup but would that truly be enough
Kindness's a part, there's no drop of it huh
But there's no point because my heart is full of holes

Zig zag, going to put myself up
From this feeling of apathy like it's always
My picture perfect life I always dream
Is now tearing away from my own grasp

Zig zag zag, I've really had enough
So it bits, I chop myself apart like always
Questioning myself, why can't I smile
Why can't I smile, just tell me why

Every little graze has turned to shred
Attempting to create a heart shaped puzzle
But the puzzle piece will never fit
Love, no I know it's not enough
Jigsaw, jigsaw

A world that tells untruthful words
It's future holds a muddy road
A hollow futile empty heart
Zig zag zig zag, shred it to make jigsaw

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