Eclipsing Her

3. Cravings

*Present*

After dressing up and drying my hair, my pretty stupid head decided I should study.I looked at my study table which was messier than our math teacher's curly crooked hair.

So here I am,tidying up my messy table. 'why there is so much packets of crackers!!?' I scolded myself

10 minutes later*

'Now it looks like someone really can study here', I haven't organized it for months because of the assignment storms that teachers had given us.
I sat there to study...all of a sudden my get caught on something. Not something a notebook. I read the name written on it 'Rick' umm so when did I brought his notebook!! His notebook! Rick is an asshole.he thinks he's a genius where I always see is he acing the exams and showing of his marks and having an OOP attitude like everyone is shit compared to him.'Maybe for the assignments--'
oh now that I remember teacher insisted us to work on a practical together.But that asshole just gave me his notebook and told me to do it and he was like "I'll still have an A on chemistry even if I don't do the practical"and freaking left the classroom!!! That asshole!!! I checked his notebook to see what magic he holds there. "THE ACTUAL FUDGE CAKE!!" He didn't even noted the minimum topics that are needed to nothing but just pass the exams

"Cheater..he cheatsss!!" I shouted.Well Idk maybe he does or doesn't..but that doesn't make any sense. ' I don't care ' I said to myself we sometimes get same marks sometimes he gets highest sometimes I
I'll just return it someday

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I studied for approximately 2 hours..mom knocked on my door several times but i just ignored and requested her to not disturb me when I'm studying

It's not always for the sake of studying..I like to stay alone. I don't like noises or parties, gatherings. But I always try to get along with people and try my best to made them feel better and comfortable with me around..i guess now It makes sense why I have just two besties Lizzie and sinthia.I love them.They have good hearts and have positive energy around them.

I looked at my table clock. 12:30...I slept in the evening so I'm not sleepy.If it was some other day. I would've already fallen asleep in a wink
I looked at my favourite diary. And wrote about the dream I had. I always write my dreams. in case I forget. I can bet I have the creepiest dreams to ever exist
Sometimes I dream so much that I feel tired and severe headache when I wake up.

I looked at my big window. I closed it after having that creepy dream. But I feel like the window is upset without me opening it. I'm literally craving for the view outside. I'm excited for the storm that will come if sinah is true...so I couldn't help myself from opening the window.

I'm craving for the sweet, serene breeze to blow

As I opened the window a breeze blowed making my hair slightly messy..I smiled and looked outside to see it's raining. I love when it rains.
Would that I could go outside and soak my body by the sweet rainy drops
I ran to take my favourite book to read while sitting beside the window

I sat beside the window and opened the page where I left yesterday..I read the book in a whisper
"When someone talks, checking their eyes is the first priority to know what's going on their head the tone of their voice is as principle as their eyes..--"
Hmm so I gotta look at their eyes.and I'll be able to know what's going their mind " holy mother of chickens!!" Human psychology is such a interesting thing!. I got like 25 books of psychology and read 20 of them already..I know I know.. I'm weird.i don't like too much people but I like the manipulating and persuading thing and how I could know if that person's intentions are good or bad bla bla. My friends call me a nerd for reading books