Flawed Portrayal

Ryan

You groomed me.
Said what you thought I wanted to hear.

But little did you know....

You called me that one special girl.
Made me believe it.

But little did you know....

Time passed, we got to know each other.
I got to know, myself too!

But little did you know....

I had feelings for you.
I told you that too.
Very strong feelings, Ryan.

But little did you know....

You said you saw us together.
I wanted that to be true.
That's what I told you.

But little did you know....

Megan stepped into the picture.
Your one special girl, those were your words.
I got the hint.

But little did you know....

Ryan you left me without a proper goodbye.
Do you want to know how I felt?

But little did you know....

I felt the weight of the world come off my chest!
From the time I met you I had a wall.
My cynical heart did not fall.
I knew the games you were playing, and played along too.
Good to know I never felt anything for you.

But little did you know....

Your late night calls.
Were as hollow as my bedroom walls.
I felt nothing.
I flipped the switch.
I've trained myself to be numb.
"You pull alot of straight faces."

But little did you know....

Ryan honey, you met your match.

So now you know.