After so long, I felt a part of me happy.
The warmth that radiated from Channie Hyung made me want to cry because until then I didn't realize how cold I was.
As soon as he let go of me, I shivered visibly, and then Changbin Hyung removed his jacket for me.
Hyunjin and Seungmin draped their arms on my shoulder keeping me close knowing exactly how I feel in crowds.
Felix and Jeongin kept talking to me as if I never left.
I felt happy again.
But I wasn't sure for how long my happiness would last.
As we made our way towards to the hotels, I forgot about him for the moment.
Hyunjin took me to an ice cream stall alone and then hugged me. I was taken aback.
and again.
The crystal like gorgeous.
slips out of my already swollen eyes. making me look like a weakling.
They are nothing but a curse.
A song of grief and sadness they sing.
Hate to admit that he has someone else now when I was his first.
And that just makes me want to ask him.
Does it hurt?