[Completed] 𝐍𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 | VSOO | 𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐎𝐎|𝐊.𝐓𝐇𝐱𝐊.𝐉𝐒

18-The dayz

The days flourished by and became a living dystopia for Taehyung as he struggled to fight the demons within himself, being away from her, her scent that drove him crazy, the times he drowned her in deep pleasure when he completely sent her to the edge when he thrusted deeply within her, deeper than the ocean he had been deep inside her, the times when her walls clenched around him, or the time he broke that flesh when he first entered her he knew the pain she might have felt, but she trusted him when she interwined their hands she endured his hardness in her all the time and his lack of emotions,

He couldn't imagine the pain of liking someone enough to give your virginity that you have kept all life and giving it to someone who in exchange doesn't even saying words of affirmation.

Jisoo was on her way home from the pharmacy with something she was skeptical about, she was unsure and is sure that it's not true and can't happen to her, she walked as she looked towards the sky,

Jisoo found herself in her neighbourhood the streets where he first claimed her lips, or she claimed his didn't matter, she was lost in thought as

Why Tae why? It's difficult to walk past you...

She fell to the ground breaking down on the streets itself, her heart ached she stood up as she had something to take care of,

She opened her condo's door, and sat on her bed and the dimly lit room reminded her more about him, she pulled out the pregnancy test, as she made her way to the washroom she used it and waited with anticipation in hopes she didn't ruin someone else's life,

Buzz~

She looked at it as it said positive, she caressed her own belly she felt ashamed of her actions, had she not let her guard down to a heartbreaker her child would've had a mother and father, she broke down completely as she plopped herself down on the tiles of the washroom.

Ring~

Jisoo came out of her trance as she heard a bell on the door, she wondered who it was she fixed herself a little as she cleaned her tearful face and opened thr door to see Taehyung, she fell to the ground, he quickly held her shoulders before she could touch the floor, and immediately hugged her,

"Tae..." Jisoo whispered in his ears,

"Jisoo what have you done to your self?" He couldn't see her in this condition, his heart ached seeing her in such a vulnerable condition

"Tae...please don't leave me anymore, I know you don't love me, but Tae I can't anymore..." Pain evident in her tone, Taehyung dragged her to the balcony which was right next to them,

"Who said I don't love you, I love you more than love itself, Jisoo if liking you was a sin I'd go to hell happily as a sinner and brag to the devils I met an angel without going to heaven, Jisoo I...I am not the one for you...I have hurt you more than anyone else did...I broke every last bit, I hate when you look at eunwoo the way you once looked at me, Jisoo i need to fix myself, i treated you in a way i was once treated and i remember the pain of feeling betrayed by the one you love and by your heart itself for loving them despite how much they hurt you, Jisoo i am leaving not cuz i don't love you, but because you deserve someone who treats  you right the way you deserve to be treated..." He said as he wiped her tears,

Jisoo looked at him in disbelief he had never showed her his this side which was vulnerable,

"Jisoo, I liked my friend, joy, that was her name, I loved her, she was my support when I had just lost my mom, I was on my lowest point, and she offered a hand full of support, we got super close, she was my first and I was her, until that one valentine's day when i hurried to ber conso as i had been stuck in traffic for a whole hour and had it was raining i was wet i secretly entered to surprise her to find her with another man, and when I confronted her my heart broke as she with lack of emotions without any hesitation denied anything between us, I thought that...that was what all couplea do...Jisoo...I was afraid to break my heart again I didn't wanna loose you too...Jisoo this doesn't justify my actions,...I can't sven look into your eyes after what-" he wss cut of by a girl's heart shaped lips on his, she was on tippy toes she, she moved that lips in passion and he moved in psync, her hand circled around his neck and his hands placed on her waist,

It wasn't lust it was of reassurance, it was filled with emotions that couldn't be said with words or eyes, her lips and his lips molding together.

Taehyung slowly took her hand and placed it on his heart,

"Jisoo...you might not like me...but just know this heart that you have made yours will forever beat for you, Jisoo was touched as he also took his hand and placed it on her belly without uttering words she didn't know how to say it to him,

"Tae...we...need a break...I need you the most but we both feel overwhelmed...this won't stop my love for you but you need to fix yourself so do I, everything takes time so will this take...."
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Taehyung with a heavy heart g
Dragged his suitcase towards the airport with a heavy heart...maybe another time,

Life is not always about a happy ending... Sometimes it's just not the right timing for the right people together...Me and Jisoo are not together but she'll forever remain in my heart as a beautiful memory but her word will still ring in my ear when she said we ended even before we started  the craziest part is she still forgave me despite it all...

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THE END....

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