Bloody Flowers (solangelo vampire AU)

ENDING 1 (happy)

"I won't" He declares.

"But what if you do."

He shushes me.

"I won't. You have nothing to worry about."

He says it with confidence as though it's an indisputable fact.

I nod. There's nothing to do but agree.

"I don't want to wait until tonight, I think I'll get all anxious."

He laughs.

"You'll be fine, Will."

I laugh awkwardly, knowing I most definitely won't be fine.

"Please?"

Nico goes silent but then sits up.

"Okay."

I sit up as well.

"Okay?"

I tilt my head, unsure.

"Let's do it."

I can feel my heart beating fast. The fact that it might not be beating must longer is terrifying.

"You do know I'll be killing you to do this right?"

I nod, although I'd been trying to avoid thinking about it.

"Will. I need you to promise me this is okay, that you won't regret it."

I take a deep, if a little shaky, breath.

"I promise."

He pulls me into his lap.

"Ready?"

He sounds about as nervous as I feel.

I nod and brings his mouth towards my neck.

I hardly feel the first bite, it just feels like a little sting, and then he starts to suck.

That's the part that's strange.

It's like being vacuumed up.

I can feel my pulse and he sucks.

He sucks and then pauses, after a bit it's in time with my breathing.

Then after a minute to starts to hurt.

My mind feels heavy and body is aching and trembling.

"Nico."

I don't know what I was asking for but he pulls me closer and slows down a bit.

The rhythm of it quickly starts to echo in my ears, I can feel my pulse weakening.

My eyes start to get watery.

Tears begin to fall and Nico hugs me tighter, his hand is almost grounding in my hair, going from my scalp to the tips of my hair and then starting again from the scalp.

The vacuum feeling gets worse.

Everything feels fast and loud and painful.

It's all too much.

I can feel nothing but my heartbeat.

I can hear myself crying harder but I can't see anything.

"Nico, please stop."

A voice rings out, it echos through the pounding of my pulse.

Is it my voice?

I don't think I was speaking.

I start to shake, I'm struggling like a bear in a trap, desperately trying to get away but only causing myself more pain.

The pressure around me gets tighter, it's gentle but impossible to break free from.

What's holding me here?

Why is it doing this to me?

Am I going to die?

I collapse into a stream of sobs, the noise is earsplitting but nothing compared to the insufferable never ending sound of the sucking and the blood pumping.

Is that what that is?

Blood?

Am I losing blood?

Isn't that stuff... important.

Something's...slowing... down.

The beats come slower now.

Can't. Think.

I feel myself fading.

Some one's speaking.

Can't hear.

Wet on my lips, gentle.

Drops of salty liquid on my head, they flow in my mouth, taste bad.

"M sorry...Wil...Love you...much."

I like that.

The sound of that voice.

It's nice.

Hope

I

Hear it again.

...

I shoot awake, my hands flying to my neck.

My breathing is fast and panicked.

Nico's sitting in from of me, smiling, but his eyes are red and his face is wet.

"Hey sunshine."

I hug him tightly, holding on to him as though my life depends on it.

"That was terrible."

He stays silent for a moment and then nods.

"I'm sorry. I hated it too." My boyfriend whispers into my shoulder.

"But we did it? I'm like you now? We'll be together?"

He smiles at me and I smile back weakly.

"Yes, welcome to the mosquito club, Will."

I kiss him.

He tastes like blood.

I've come to like it.

A/N: Im so sorry if this ending isn't what was wanted, I think it's suiting for them, and it might be a step in the right direction for them to end the power imbalance, I really did my best for this and I hope it turned out. Thank you all so much again. Remember the twisted and sad ending will be out soon as well! 

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