"Pyaar Lafzon mein kaha"

♡Chapter 13♡

Please make sure to read the Author's note at the end of the chapter❤️
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Kinza's POV

I was sitting outside the OT thinking about Mama , when will she recover ? when I will be able to see her ?when will she talk to me ?when will she listen to me ? When will she reply to me ? I knew it already still this moments remindes me that I have no one except her , I have no one who is going to comfort me , no one who will wipe my tears if I let them flow away , surviving some hours just by thinking what if something happens to her is horrifying me what if -what if she actually leaves me what will I do without her ? My life would turn upside down

I felt my vision getting blurred as the tears started welling up my eyes but I gulped I HAVE TO STAY STRONG for myself for Mama I have to no one is going to come and help us no one is going to come and wipe my tears I NEED TO STAY STRONG . I kept repeating this lines in my head when suddenly a hand popped out infront of me holding a chocolate milkshake I travelled my eyes from the hands to upwards direction only to find the familiar man grinning at me .

It was none other then Azil Khan

AZIL'S POV

I could see kinza sitting outside the OT while shaking her right leg continuously which indicates that madam is in deep thinking or to be specific overthinking . How could her dad just leave her like that I mean even if she said them to leave even if she was pushing herself away from them it was his job to pull his daughter towards himself . He didn't even stayed here for his wife the woman who is fighting for her life how could he be that careless towards his own family ? How could he not understand that at this point all his daughter needed was a comfort which only he could provide her and assurance only he could give her , was understanding her that hard for him ?? I sighed as I thought about all this

But even I am not doing anything for her right now am I ? I am just standing here doing absolutely nothing is this going to help ?? Oh hell nahh

But what could I even do

Does my existence even matter if I can't comfort her ?

Nahh

Does my existence even matter if I can't assure her ?

Nahh

My existence dosen't matter if I can't help her or be there for her when she needed someone the most

I quickly ran downstairs to get something for her as I remembered she didn't even have her lunch , coming inside the nearest supermarket which was just across the hospital I found many things she could eat but I know she won't so I just grabbed two bottles of chocolate milkshake and left from there As I know she like this .

I entered the hospital and ran upstairs only to find her drowned in her own thoughts , with soft and considerate steps I made my way towards her and forwarded the drink in my hand to her

Kinza's POV

I sighed as I saw the bottle of chocolate milkshake in Azil's hand

" Not now Azil , I am really not in the mood to fight with you today " I said moving my face to opposite direction while closing my eyes with frustration

" OK, so I consider both of us should give in today and drink something as we didn't even ate our lunch " he said sitting casually beside me and again forwarding the bottle of that chocolaty drink towards me but I frowned at him as I turned my face to look in his direction

" You didn't ate your lunch ?" I asked him as he shook his head " Why ?" I asked him again " Just beacuse " he said Hunching his shoulders shrugging it off as if it was nothing I too didn't say anything and looked at my feet