[ Book 1 in "ETERNAL LOVE SERIES" ]
Aakriti Mishra
"I love him but I was forced , the situation was not under my control I had to leave him without informing him or anybody else. I will always be a coward who couldn't confess her feelings to the bo...
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Guilty that's the only thing I am feeling from past two years. I regret using those words , I regret everything I did that day. Why do I have to react that way , I never thought I would turn this insensitive that I would hurt the boy who I love with my whole heart.
Why did I listened to her talks , why didn't I asked anything to him. I am trying to talk to him from such a long time but he is not ready to listen to me and why would he even when I hurted him and most importantly hurted the person he loves the most. I looked at our picture two years back while laying on the bed and I could feel my tears flowing through my eyes.
I am afraid of his reaction when he will come to know the truth , the thought only sends a shiver down my spine because I know he is not the boy now he used to be two years back. At first I was happy that he himself left the city and even the country but now I am regretting after I talked to Arya last night , he told me how deeply in love my brother is that he is not even able to hate her properly. I always knew it was never just a normal crush but he love her till this extent that he is ready to accept her with every flaw she has.
I didn't saw her after that day but saw Aryan a few more times and tried to talk to him but he didn't listen to me and again I said something which I regret saying. I closed my eyes remembering the flashback.
Flashback starts :-
I was walking in the park. I came here to get some fresh air and to clear up my mind as it was already messed up with a lot of things and this park has memories of mine and Aryan. I sighed and didn't went my eyes started to get wet and Icould feel my visions blurry I was going to touch the ground when I noticed two hands holding me securely.
"Are you okay Jaan" I heard that same name by which Aryan used to call me.
I nodded my headed. It feels so good to be in his arms again.
"Aryan voh I want to say that-"
"Yes jaan Iknow you didn't meananything you said that day. I know you are really regretting your actions and I am ready to forgive you for it. I know di is very angrywithyou but I will convince her Don't worry. Everything will be fine" he said and hugged me tightly.
I stood up from this arms and suddenly felt the missing warmth.
"I don't regret anythingI said that day Aryan and it will be better if you also realize the truth as soon as possible , it's already been one year, and you need to know that your di is not normal and you don't have to worry if you want Ican ask dad to talk in an asylum , it will help her and she will be cured soon. And for that you have to leave her if you want us together again , only thenshe will be cured if you leave her and you can live with us till her treatment if you want and also - "