𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑

chapter 12

Kristine

꧁ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵘⁿᵗᵒˡᵈ꧂

Daddyyy's homeeeeeee..
I  was still swaying my ass all around with the music oh lord!

God..I love this song so muchh.
I am already twerking and moving my body along with the beats and tunes.
Holding my hairbrush as a mic!

I tied my hairs in a bun with this new claw clip I bought yesterday.
Beige colour is perfect I don't see anything wrong with it.

I'm awake this early...listening to music.. Th rain is pouring out.

Seems like I'll get drowned in here. It's heavy raining ..and yes it's  cold..but ..who cares when
Daddy's homee
..
I sang along with the song when I heard somebody's voice.

" Daddy's home..babygirl"
A rough muffled voice echoed around.as someone opened the door. I quickly turned around to check wh..

" Josephhh ! " I squealed in excitement seeing Joseph this morning.
But it's 5:30 and how.

He looked like he was drunk something. He quickly launched in for a hug and held me tightly.

" Leave Mee! "

"WHY DONT YOU SEEM TO UNDERSTAND"

I love his morning ruffled voice,
What else can even make me stop blushing.
I smiled at him hugging him back , kissing all over his forehead.
Yesterday night gave me this power to proudly hug and kiss him.
Maybe I'm not a horrible kisser.

My playlist was still playing songs and it then started the song duvet. I must say he knows every song I'd play .
I reached for my mobile and started to scroll through other playlists.
He snatched my device from my hand.
We were both laying on my huge bed, I was struggling beneath his huge arm trying to get my phone back.

" Here listen, shut your mouth muffin!"

And he then placed my mobile on my bed side table.

He started singing deeply near me.

"𝗗𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴"

Jeff looked tensed as he closed his eyes side hugging me , his arm's weight all over me.
I can see his nerves and tightened lips.
My speaker was loud and this song was echoing in my room.
WOW ... it makes me feel dizzy too..
My eyes drifted on joseph.
I can see him getting emotional as a tear slipped from his eye.

I ran my hands through his hair softly massaging him on head.
He opened his eyes, all red .

Jesus.

What's wrong with him.

I never saw him so tensed and sad.

He is crying? Yes he is.

I hugged him back trying to comfort him . Tears still streaming down.
My speaker continued with this song I didn't had on my playlist.

" I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴅɪᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ "
"I'ᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴛʜᴏᴜsᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ..."

Joseph kept singing and all I can do was watch him sing , with his voice breaking up as he is crying so hard.

" Joseph "

I whispered. He slammed his fists on my bed hard , grabbing his hairs and pursing his lips shut . He tried his best not to make any sound, of him .

" No please noo"

I was getting hyper. I turned off my speaker and opened my windows, just to listen the rain hard. The thunder was already playing his notes along with the rain.
Joseph laid down his head on my lap and took my both hands kissing them.
" Promise me you will never leave me kristine"
Joseph never took my literal name from the day we've met.
It's his first time to call me by my actual name. I was getting teary , seeing him wailing.

I cant see him break like this. He grabbed me by the waist pulling me closer.

" I will never Joseph "  I replied.
he smiled , trying hard not to loose himself again.

" I'm sorry krisa"
No you should never Joseph. You. Do have emotions . It's okay and I'm really glad you are letting go of this pain you've been carrying but now I wanna know what it is.

" It's okay ..okay..all okay..all good.."

I hugged him trying to calm him down.

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" We dated from highschool you know I really loved her more than my own soul" he explained.
So Joseph had a crush oh actually a girlfriend . It all started from them meeting in school and then developing mutual likings. He said they were in a serious Relationship and made their relationship official on them being 18 as their birthday is just one day apart . They were about to get married 2 years back , him being 26 aged and she 25 but luck was not with them.
She was diagnosed of cancer. She hid it from Joseph for not letting him be worried for her. On the last stage and on the last days Joseph was with her.
I feel sad. Al tho everything happened with him but makes me sad too.
I can understand how deeply hurt he is.
It's hard to let someone go of you love.
Someone you never expected to be taken away from you.
" She Breathed her last holding my hand . Last words were just I love you"
Tears flooding through his eyes.
I crept close to him and hugged him.

" I was afraid of loosing every single person back then who I love I'm afr...."

I looked at him. His reddish eyes all blurry .

" ..afraid of loosing you too ."