Disoriented

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I looked for God today –

                He had not much to say...

                         And then he turned away.

I looked for the devil in dismay –

                 And he laughed at the cliché...

                          How I have been led astray.


I spoke to God in vain –

                Asked: what would he ordain?

                          Forgiveness to sustain?

I spoke to the devil, ashamed.

                He mocks, "your mother is to blame."

                          At which I cried, "I feel the same."


Caught between Heaven's scorning,

                 And Hell's righteous embrace | deforming;

                           My soul disoriented in mourning...

If God is even listening –

                  And Lucifer is surely witnessing,

                             They know that I am crumbling...


I no longer see so clearly

The faith I once held so dearly. 

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