"Can't you see? We're never ever getting back together?"
"Steve was right if I stay with you sooner or later I will just become like you"
A slow burn Loki × reader love story
Loki and y/n fell in love then broke up then make up only to break up aga...
"What? I thought me and Steve are the only super soldier. No no that's impossible"
"That's what we thought too but we were wrong. And Bucky I know you knew that too." you look at him, trying to read him, trying to figure out if he remember.
"I.. I don't know what are you talking about" Bucky says with hesitation, unsure of his own words.
"Bucky, come on try to remember! They used you to train them. Only few of them were there, others were already frozen." your eyes widen in realization that what you just said. Your words might hurt him.
Bucky groans in pain, his hands fly to his head.
"Oh my god! Bucky I'm sorry. I'm so sorry!"
Bucky holds up his hand. "No you're right. I used to train them" Bucky looks at you. His eyes are glossy.
"I tried to forget the past over and over again but I couldn't. I remember now.... about the super soldier project" his voice breaks
"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to make you remember. I just.. I just got-" Bucky cuts you off
"After Steven die, Hydra was happy. The only enemy of Hydra was dead. They were happy that they can finally start experiment on me without any problem. They knew something might happen in future so there were two steps ahead. Red skull gave his blood to Hydra's secret agents and Arnim Zola, his brain. Hydra rise slowly inside of shield. They successfully made me winter soldier, they start making more of me. And I couldn't do anything! In fact I helped him!" Bucky shouts
"That wasn't you, Bucky! That wasn't you, that was winter soldier"
"I remember every single people I have killed"
"No! You didn't kill anyone. Stop blaming herself, Bucky"
Now you're both in tears. Bucky didn't say anything else.
"I should probably go and you should get some sleep too. You have a mission tomorrow" you get up from his bed and start walking towards the door.
"Wait!"
You turn around
"What happened on the mission I wanna know" Bucky look straight in your eyes.
You again sits in his bed but beside him.
" We went to Hydra's secret base to attack but we got attack. There was a huge army of super soldier. We were helpless against them. We fought with our everything. I was fighting with some agent and my uncle was fighting alone. I- I saw him fighting alone but I couldn't go to help h-him. They were too many. And then suddenly a soldier came and stab him and then again stab him and again, others came and starts doing the same. I could save him. I watch him die"
Now you're sobbing like hell. Bucky side hug you and you sob at his arms.
"It's okay. Your hands were tie."
You after a good cry ,you wipes your tears.
"I should go now. You have to get some sleep you know. You have a mission tomorrow. And I have work"
"Yeah right. Night doll"
You smile at the nickname.
"Good night, Bucky"
You walk out of Bucky's room and close the door. As you look forward, you see the whole team standing outside in tears.
"How long you guys are standing here? And not to mention, it's not good to hear-"
"Well you guy's shouting woke us up" Sam tells you softly
"Oh. I'm sorry for that"
"And mine and Thor has super hearing power so..." Steve tells you
"Well we should go now and get some sleep. We have a important mission tomorrow" Sam tells everyone
"Agreed" Vision agrees with falcon
Everyone starts walking towards their room, some give you side hug and a squeeze your shoulder for comfort.
Steve didn't move from his place.
"Hey, are you okay?" He ask you softly
"Yeah I am"
"If you ever need someone to talk then you can always come to me"
"Thank you, Steve. That's mean a lot" you give him a quick hug. His cheeks turns red.
"Goodnight"
"Night" you tell him then walk away. On your way you hear a door close. You turn around where the noise came from and you see Loki's room. The green light is on that's mean he is inside. You shrug your shoulder off and go to your room to catch some sleep. Tomorrow is going to be eventful or boring or dangerous. You don't know what the future holds for you. Loki is tricky. He can do something tomorrow knowing there will be only you in the tower. Well you and Tony's A.l Friday who can do nothing more than closing some doors and notify the team. You pray to God for strength then you close your eyes and sleep.
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