I knew (from the vault)

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I wish I never lost you
But you never stayed
I was fidgeting with pens and papers
When I got your text

Baby, I am back
But it's been a month since
You became a stranger
I will never open when you knock on the door

I changed for you
But I know you haven't
It's just a month
You left and never cared

But Now YOU have become a stranger
I am slowly converting into a poisonous ivy
Making my heart a mine of diamond
And not letting anyone walk all over me

You thought I was young and dumb
didn't know how the world works
How the time passes when the clock flickers
I knew everything when I was young

I knew you were being so rude
I knew you were being so cruel
I knew you'd come back to me
And say sorry for the way you treated me

But This time I won't act kind
Cause didn't use my kindness well
Crushed it under your feet and went into bed
I have been picking it up since then

I dreamt last night
You are with someone else
I threw up in the basin at the instant
I am terrified of you but I won't let you come again~

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