I'm in love with a heartthrob. ♥ (COMPLETED)

(Special Entry: Ayen and CJ. ♥)

Nalaman ko rin na hindi pa siya nagkaka girlfriend nun, dahil ayaw  nya daw maging womanizer katulad ng Dad niya. Kaya nga raw nagalit siya sa sarili niya nung pumayag siya sa mga teammates niya sa pustahan. Pustahan na dapat mapasagot niya si Kath, para makapasok siya sa team. Sa sobrang guilt niya, prinomise niya sa sarili niya na gagawin niya lahat, para makabawi kay Kath.. until he fell in love with her.

"CJ, Why don't you have any ex-girlfriends?"

 

"Hmm.. Let's say, I don't want to have a girlfriend na hindi naman ako sure. I don't want to be a womanizer like my dad, Ayen. Gusto ko pag nagka girlfriend ako, yung totoo na. Yung mahal ko na talaga." pag tapos niyang sabihin yun, tumingin agad ako sakanya. I can see his face so serious. That's why I had the guts to ask...

"Did you already find her? I mean, the girl that you can see as your girlfriend."

He then smiled at me. "Yes, I did. Unfortunately, she already loves someone else." he sighed, then continued. "First time ko atang manligaw at ginawa yung 6 ways kay Kath. I dunno anything about courting a girl, so I just gave her material things like what girls would appreciate. Pero may natutunan ako sa 6 ways na yun. Not all the time, money can give you happiness. Don't you think.. If I exerted more effort, sakin sana napunta si Kath?"

tinignan ko lang siya ng matagal. Seryoso kasi siya tapos mukha pa siyang nasasaktan. I am starting to feel jealous and sad at the same time. And I can't explain why. Am I starting to like him? Why do I always feel this way whenever he is mentioning how much he loves Kath? I know what kind of person Kath is. Nung una, nasapawan ako ng galit ko ng dahil sa sobrang selos sakanila ni Daniel. Nasanay kasi ako na lahat ng gusto ko, nakukuha ko. I am kinda spoiled, but Kath taught me something. You can't get everything that you want, especially kung pag aari na yun ng iba. 

She is a bubbly person, a cheerful one, and she's a brave girl. All the characteristics that I think I'm not. Well siguro dapat hindi na ko magtaka if both of them love her.

Isang araw, tumawag sakin yung parents ko na kailangan ko ng bumalik ulit sa Paris dahil namimiss na nila ko, and I miss them so much too. Sabi ko pag iisipan ko muna, simply because I can't leave CJ here alone. -__- 

I went to his house, but he wasn't there. I waited for 5 hours then nalaman ko nalang na kasama niya pala si Kath kaya late na siya uuwi ngayon.

"Oh Ayen, I'm sorry. I didn't know you're here. Hinatid ko pa kasi si Kath. Kumain ka na? Gusto mo kumain muna?"

I went closer to him, then held his hand. "No. I need to tell you something."

"Sure. What is it?" He said while looking straight into my eyes.

"I have to.. I have to go."

 

By the time I said that, hinawakan niya rin yung kamay ko. "Common. You didn't tell me na kailangan mo na palang umuwi. Tara, hahatid na kita."