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15| Strange Feeling

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I had asked you guys in the last chapter whether I should upload the chapters Jaldi jaldi ya phir jaise kar rahi hoon waise hi karoon??
So I got suggestions from many people... for which I want to say thank you ❤️

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But nothing was happening as Fiza had thought

Fiza was happy that now she would be able to see her crush everyday... but afsos, she saw him hardly 3-4 times in 2 months

So it was just a normal day... it was during lunch break... Fiza was washing her hands when she noticed Hamza who was walking towards his girlfriend, maybe his girlfriend was angry with him

Fiza was about to leave because she knew that If she stays there a little longer she won't be able to control her tears.. but suddenly Fiza saw that Hamza had stopped her by holding his girlfriend's hand

(Now, not everyone will understand this feeling, this feeling will be understood only by those who have had a one sided love with someone even once)

Fiza did not want to feel jealous, she was not able to control her tears, Fiza knew that Hamza could never be hers, not even in her dreams ,But even without wanting to, she was getting attracted towards Hamza.

While Fiza was thinking all this, she made eye contact with Hamza, and at that very moment Hamza left his girlfriend's hand and went away from there

Fiza did not understand why Hamza went away leaving his girlfriend behind....

Fiza wiped her tears and went back to her class....she was trying hard to concentrate on her lecture but she couldn't...

But only one scene was repeating in Fiza's mind which she had saw just some minutes ago

how Hamza stopped her girlfriend by holding her wrist , How was he clearing the misunderstanding that had probably arisen between them

Fiza took out her diary and wrote down everything she wanted to share with someone,she wrote.....

Rab se joh maangi thi maine woh dua ho tum , mil ke bhi naa mile humko woh "ek tarfa pyaar ho tum"

You know what Diary

What is one sided love like???

Let me explain to you...
"it's like dreams ! You die everyday in the desire of living it"

11/06/2019
"Jab tujhe dekha pehli baar
Toh dil mein aaya ek khayal
Kya yahin hota hai
Pehli nazar wala pyaar??
Phir jab nazrein mili
Aankhein yun chamak uthi
Jaise toote taare ko dekh
Jo dua mangi thi
Woh aaj qubool huyi "

After writing all this, like always, she kept this diary with herself

But today, even after writing all this, she was not feeling like good... She just wanted to go home and just cry her heart out !

Just somehow the day passed , Fiza was waiting for Kashmala at the school gate

Meanwhile, Fiza saw that Hamza was coming towards her

Fiza's heartbeat started increasing...she was trying her best not to be nervous, she was trying to hide her tears...
So Fiza moved back a little so that Hamza does not collide with her

But suddenly when Fiza moved back a little, Hamza also started moving in the same direction

Fiza was not able to understand why Hamza could not ignore her?? And why is Hamza making all this difficult for Fiza?