Which One

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I didn't go with Charles exactly at the time he went at the track, I arrived after 2 hours to be exact, it was the brake between fp3 and qualifications

I went straight to Ferrari hospitality, or I thought I was going to do this, until I saw Max with Daniel standing in front of the Red Bull hospitality 

I went behind Max trying to hide myself until I got behind him and hug him

"oh my god Nicole" he said when he saw that it's me 

"we thought that you are not going to be here this year" Daniel said while hugging me 

"yes well... here I am" I said smiling 

"we missed you a lot" Lando said coming toward us 

"hi Lando, I've missed you guys too, actually a lot" 

we talked almost half an hour until Max asked me 

"so it's another boring year when we see you at just one race?"

well..

"actually, I talked with my mom, and I am going to come with you at the next 5 races" I said smiling

they were very happy when they heard the news so Daniel decide that we need to celebrate with some cans of Red Bull

"but please don't say anything to Charles, I haven't told him yet"

wait

"oh god I forgot, I need to go guys, see you later this day" I said while taking a last sip of the Red Bull cold can and run to the Ferrari hospitality 

entering in I saw Charles and went straight to him 

"finally" Charles said before hugging me 

"Xavi, she is Nicole, Nicole, he is Xavi, my special inginer" Charles present me to the guy next to him 

I know this guy, Charles always says to me how much he hates him and how he want's to get him out of the team, he is a total pain 

"delighted" I said smiling, a fake smiling

another fake smiling

Carlos Sainz 

"and unfortunately you two already know each other" 

UNFORTUNATELY 

I hate this guy, I hate him 

"hola mi amor" Carlos said looking at me from head to toe 

"Todavía te odio mucho" I still hate you very much I told him trying to escape of his gaze

"la última vez no parecía así" the last time it didn't seem like it he said with a smirk on his face

this is why I hate him

"I don't need to know Spanish to already know what are you two talking about" Charles said standing next to me

"well in this case I think we need to go out a little bit" I said looking at Charles who already knew why

after this, the quali starts

Charles is preparing himself to get in the car, he needs that pole position more than ever

the home race is important for every driver, but when it's in Monaco, it's twice more important, he needs this win

"remember what we talked last night, everything" I told him

"I don't know what to say Nicole"

I was sure this was going to happened, he needs to be more sure on HIS strategy, mostly now when he knows that the Ferrari ones are very very bad

"I swear, you are going to win this Sunday, but this only if you take this pole position, you need to trust me"

"I trust you" he said looking in my eyes

the most beautiful green eyes I've ever seen in my life..

I need to focus on this, not his eyes, damn

what is wrong with me?

I smiled and kissed his cheek

after that he get in his car and everything is in his hands

___

he did it, OH MY GOSH HE DID IT

I was so sure, he trusted me and my strategy and he is now in pole position

god I am so happy for him

I waited for him with Arthur in his hospitality room until he takes all the interviews

when he finally arrived we both hugged him and already do the plan for the next day

the race day

they both have chances, Arthur is 4th on the grid

if he does some good turns in the first 2 corners he can be the first one

Charles just need to keep his patient and be calm so he can keep his first place

the rest of it it's simple, the engineers needs to do it

___

as we arrived back home I change my clothes and took my bikinis and went exactly on the beach

it's the time when the sunset it's happening but still, very hot outside

I love to be here on the summer's days

I mean, at our home, back to Menorca, we have the house almost on the beach, but I can't go there very often because the most of the time I'm away from home

I am not working but I go to a studio of arts, there I spend almost all my free time painting and stuff like that

just as I am taking my clothes off, I see Charles coming toward me with Milo and Arthur

as they see me, Milo whispered something to Arthur and then Arthur to Charles and very soon after this I see them running toward me and took me by hands and legs and throw me in the water

"I hate you" I said while I splash them with water

 lucky me that I changed before they threw me in the water 

as we were playing in the waves, something touch my arm 

I looked and saw my tote bag 

I panicked 

I looked inside and saw my clothes but not the most important thing that was supposed to be there

my notebook

the one that my father gave it to me 

fucking hell

without saying anything to them, I started looking everywhere near for the notebook 

why the fuck did I even come with it on the beach, I knew that I don't have any inspirations this days 

I run toward the beach trying to find it 

Arthur came at me and asked me what is happening and why did I run from them

I was to scared, angry and close to cry a ocean to give him a response 

it's fucked up.