Submissively Yours

FOUR

            Jake Golding

"Jake??Hello??" Tay called me as he shook my shoulder. I was sitting beside him in the class  and I don't know why everything was so annoying, it's been a week after my breakup with Amy and now she has found a new boyfriend and was making out in the hallway  showing me and everyone else but I didn't care at all my problem was him
Was he ignoring me?
Or was I overthinking?  I know I'm not cause when we had a group project and the class he never once looked at me and it broke my heart, why? I only keep repeating our last conversation in my head like a broken recorder

I don't know why I feel attracted to him, he made me feel something I never felt before if he would just tell me why he is ignoring me I'll just correct it

"Just leave me alone " I said pushing Tay's hand from my shoulder.

"What are you thinking  so hard?  Don't use your brain so much it doesn't suit you "
He said  laughing at his own joke
I just flipped my finger with a smirk

"Do you like someone? Or you got a new girlfriend? " Tay asked and Ismael also looked towards me for my reply.

Tay and Ismael were my best friends we have been together as long as I can remember they know everything about me and I didn't hide anything from them

"No, it's just someone one else" I said they didn't speak telling me to continue
"he said something and now he is ignoring me like air " I said now putting my hands on the desk looking at them in frustration

"What did he say?" Tay asked

"Hmm... "
I knew if I was going to say it to them they were for sure going to tease me but also I was frustrated and they knew how to make me feel vulnerable around them

"He said he doesn't share what belongs to him ,I don't but what he meant by that. Does me mean that I should give him something back, but I didn't take anything of his..."I said and looked at Tay and Ismael  both now slowly taking in what I said

"When did he say that?" Ismael asked

"After class "the words left my mouth
Fuck I shouldnt have said that now they know I'm talking about our biology teacher or no they can be dumb sometimes keeping my fingers crossed,then I tried to cover up

"he said he didn't like my perfume and I said it was my girlfriend,it was Amy's like it happened last Monday don't be shocked I don't have a new girlfriend"
I spoke before Tay opened his mouth he didn't like us keeping secrets he felt that when we kept secrets it would slowly break our friendship

Ismael spoke "I think he meant that he doesn't want to share you??" and looked at me confused, I blushed was it what he meant, was I that dumb!! I knew I was not a genius but I'm not that dumb but he made me feel like one now

"What? It's so cringe" Tay said looking at me who started blushing

"Don't blush idiot "he said slapping my shoulder

"Think about what to do next ,did you tell him you and Amy broke up?? "

"No, he is been ignoring  me nonstop"i said now folding my arms

"Try to talk to him once " Ismael said

"No... let's try something  else"Tay interrupted 

Tay's idea was stupid af but he made me do it, I know it would make him angry but I wanted to see him angry If he was angry then he might not ignore me

Ismael was the most coolheaded person I had seen he was secretive about most things but he listened to us and gave better advices, Tay on the other hand was like Lucifer's follower he was always up to something and he would somehow convince me to do that to him and most of it resulted in good memories

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Skip to Next Monday

I was super nervous now that it was monday ,I don't know why but  the thought  of seeing him again made me feel butterflies in my stomach
I saw Tay come in with a girl and Ismael

"I quit, I don't want to do it now!" I said looking at them

"What!!!!!  NO!!! I convinced her after doing so much,dont chicken out now... " Tay said as he pointed towards the girl who was only looking at me. I know her from before she had also given me chocolates and love letters but I did ignore her then but now I couldn't and Tay was being dramatic I knew he convinced her in bed if you know hat I mean

"What?? no this is a bad idea Ismael tell him something..." I said looking at Ismael with pleading eyes

"At least now you know it's a bad idea but now there is nothing else I can do, you know how stone headed Tay is..." he said shrugging and Tay glared at him for that it was funny, but I didn't feel like laughing

Then Tay came closer to me and whispered " I swear it will work, just try to once he will talk to you I promise" he said

Ahh!!! fuck it whatever happens happens  I thought and I sat on my desk and she sat on my lap I think her name was May or something
"You know it's just a kiss nothing more" I said looking at her who was blushing heavily her cheeks bright red, so by know you guys also know what the brilliant Tay was thinking

As the teacher walked in Tay signalled her and she just dove in my mouth  like a diver and I couldn't stop her.

I just froze their as I saw his jet black eyes on me it pierced through that girl who was now all over me she still didn't stop kissing and I just kissed her back

"Mr Golding and Ms May, no PDA in class" he said or he growled which made her jump away from me in a second
she went and sat behind and I was I looking at him 'Maxeul' who showed that he was angry

"Mr Golding  stay after class"
he said and Tay looked at me happily and I knew he wanted to say the plan worked and Ismael just shook his head as he looked at us

Fuck i shouldn't have done that now I'm sacred
he wont do anything  here right?? it's school and he is my teacher, fuck Tay I knew we were playing with fire and it's like I just jumped there fully lathered in oil the class got over and once again I don't know what he thought as my mind was all over the place

"All the best" Tay said  turning as he was happy  his plan worked

"May god help you" Ismael  smirked and I knew he meant it and I was also praying  he was not so much angry

God it was a stupid plan