I turned around to see who it was, it was TOP."we've been looking all over for you."
I sighed and tried not to cry.
"can I sit next to you?" he asked.
"whatever." I said as I turned my face away from him.
I pulled myself together.
I bit my lip to prevent myself from crying.
he sat down and sighed.
we didn't talk for at least 10 minutes.
I was staring blankly at the sky, while TOP was just there, sitting with leg crossed, arms crossed, staring blankly ahead.
then finally he spoke,
"are you calm now?"
I nodded slowly.
"will you listen to our explanation now?"
I didn't answer, he waited.
then tears were starting to build up in my eyes, I wiped it before it falls on my face.
"I'm tired...can you lend me your shoulder, Seung Hyun?" I asked.
he slightly hesitated,
"uhh..OK..?" he finally said and offered his shoulder.
"for now, let's pretend that I don't know. just for now. maybe when I'm not so tired, I'll listen." I said.
I leant my head on his shoulders and then tears started to flow again.
I sighed again,
"I knew this was too good to be true." I said then closed my eyes.
I guess I fell asleep 'cuz the next thing I knew, I was lying down on my bed.
I stood up and looked at the mirror.
I'm still wearing the clothes I wore last night, it has a bloodstain on it.
then I noticed my right arm had a bandage on.
my apartment seemed to be quiet, maybe the guys left.
leaving me with no explanation.
I guess, it's better this way.
when I was done freshening up, went out of my room and saw the bouquet of flowers that TOP gave me last night and above it was a white piece of calling-card size paper.
'if you're ready to talk to us, we'll be waiting at the LAX. our flight will be this 2:30 pm. if you don't show up, then, this is goodbye for good.
-Jiyong'
goodbye. the word I hate the most.
I clenched my fist and placed it on my chest 'coz as I was reading the word 'goodbye', I suddenly felt a sharp pain on my chest.
I really, REALLY hate the word goodbye.
I looked at the clock, it was 10:26 am.
I can still catch them in time. So, I went to the airport with my everyday casual clothes.
I arrived at the airport 11:47.
I came to see them because I want to listen to their explanation and I don't want to say goodbye to them because deep down, I know we'll see each other again.
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My Life With BIGBANG
FanfictionDisclaimer: I do not own BIGBANG or their agency for that matter. This is purely a fanfiction. Imagine you met your favorite group. Your bias. Your long-time celebrity crush. Can you imagine life with them? Can you imagine life without them? Li...